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About Me

Hey there, I am an easy going person who loves to spend time with my family and friends. It has been hard on me with a lot of my friends moving and with my work schedule. A typical day for me starts by getting to the office of Western Pacific Engineering and Survey by seven or eight working eight hours or more and than the nights I work going home changing and going to work at Michael's on the Lake, where I bartend and wait tables. I have been through the good and bad in life and through all of it I have taken nuggets of wisdom and applying them to my life as it currently is. I come from the country but have a very different style or presence about me than that of a typical farm kid. I would not trade anything about my past for the world because it has made me the strong, outspoken person I am today. I love doing anything athletic, outdoors, and anything with my two nephews and niece. They are three of the coolest people I know.A little background now...I have had 5 major surgeries, my first coming when I was two weeks old and my latest being about 6 years ago. I have two sisters, one older and one younger. I was t-boned by a pickup traveling 55 mph while I was riding my motorcycle, I was 16 years old at the time, but worst of all my best friend had to witness the whole thing.More to come but for now you have something to start to know me by....

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Feeling of rejection!

So it is 3:30 am and I am awake...and why you ask?...because of this overwhelming feeling of rejection that I have and of not being able to make others happy and a sense of non accomplishment. So wha...
Posted by on Mon, 09 Feb 2009 03:40:00 GMT

My Big Mouth

..> Why do I say things that hurt the ones that are closest to me? Why do I not think before I say anything? Why can't I say what I mean without sounding like an self indulged, incoside...
Posted by on Fri, 14 Dec 2007 01:00:00 GMT

Redirecting my focus

..> Life has thrown many curveballs, many suprises, many crossroads in my life. It seems that everytime I become completely happy and feel like things are falling into place something happens...
Posted by on Sun, 09 Dec 2007 18:14:00 GMT

Alone with my thoughts

..> I sit here in my room deep in thought thinking about my life and all the good things in it. I have so much to be thankful for...a family that is always there for me, a girl that I love an...
Posted by on Wed, 05 Dec 2007 18:39:00 GMT

Coming out of the valley!

To my friends you all know about the stress in my life the last while...yeah it stress sucks but there are worse things in life. I have finally got to the other side of the valley of depression ...
Posted by on Tue, 22 May 2007 18:16:00 GMT

What must i do!?!

So this is my question? What the hell do I have to do to be able to be an emotionless bastard? Because apparantly the only way you can truly not get hurt, stepped on, used, or just get in ...
Posted by on Fri, 11 May 2007 23:32:00 GMT

A new motto!

I say the hell with it! What does that mean you ask? It means I am tired of pleasing people, being the person others would like to mold me into, and especially compromising what I want for...
Posted by on Thu, 10 May 2007 17:15:00 GMT