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The road to success is not straight. There is a curve called Failure, a loop called confusion, speed bumps called trials, red lights called Enemies, and caution lights called Friends. You will have flats called Jobs. But, if you have a spare called Determination, an engine called Perseverance, insurance called Faith, A driver called Family and freedom, you will make it to a place called Success.
a day in the life of bordem

Add to My Profile | More Videossome random things about me: ~~i love the rain ~~i love cherry pepsi or coke ~~i dont like pie ~~i love chocolate ~~i dont like bush in fact i hate bush ~~im too outspoken ~~i dance in the hallways ~~i sing loudly everywhere ~~im obnoxious ~~i think that the cafe salt makes me crazy ~~i dont like reality shows...i have my own fucked up life i dont need to watch other peoples ~~i love walking ~~im a night person ~~i love music...i would die without it ~~i love philosophy and psycology ~~i hate my appearence ~~im an addict...but not to what u think ~~i can be obsessive ~~i dont do my own laundry...my mom does it ~~i never feel alone even when i am and it scares me ~~i kno more than i should ~~i dream about some pretty fucked up shit ~~i want to go into massage therapy ~~im lazy ~~i lie a lot when it comes to school ~~im paraniod so i fuck up things a lot ~~i have major trust issues... ~~im an insomniac ~~im a sanguinarian ~~i love art...i write poetry a lot... ~~idk....the survey i filled out below tells some stuff about me but not a lot....i have really long hair...ive been growing it out to donate it to "Locks for Love"....idk i really like brand new, they are a really good band....i love straylight run as well....i want a b/f but ive kinda stopped looking i kinda wanna see what comes my way for a while so if u wanna chat send me a message im always up to talking to new people....the only thing i hate is though if u cant hold a convo....n/o just dont even bother....its just annoying when these people are like "omg i wanna get to kno u and shit" and then have nothing to talk about....well thats it for now its kinda late so off i go....toodlez!!!yea so i finally realized something....happiness is a dream that is shared by practically everyone...yet its like no one ever finds it..at least not long enough...i see it like this...happiness is like a pill...once u take it u get its affects and then it slowly wears off...its like a natural drug...only its harder to find...lol...well i guess thats it...oh and another thing...people seriously suck sometimes...i mean there are people in this word just put here to hurt other people...idk...and i learned another thing recently...and i think that everyone should read this...cuz its about best friends..........sometimes u kno ur best friend is making a mistake and u try and warn them but they just dont listen...well sometimes even they kno they are making the mistake but its just something they need to do...u cant not let them make their mistakes...or they'll never learn...and as much as it hurts to watch them get hurt...u just have to...because all u can do is sit there and wait till they fall...cuz thats when they'll need u the most...cuz the best learned lessons are the ones that end in pain and a little comfort from ur friends......hope everyone knows what i mean and i hope it helps...

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

jake gyllenhaal.......oh and of course the muffin man....im still trying to find drury lanei would also like to meet edward scissorhands he is soo cute and anorable and i love him...and no i wouldnt like to meet jonny depp i accually want to meet edward....i dont really like jonny depp taht much i just like him cuz he is edward....and i love edward he is my love........ Also i hope to meet Matthew J. Riker again in heaven. I know that i will have to try hard to make it there but its something i kno i must do in order to see him again. there is never a day that goes by that i dont think of the memories of him making me smile or the long talks on the phone. and not a day goes by that i dont see somthing that reminds me of him. and i dont think that the day will ever come that i will forget him. he is in my mind, my heart, and my soul. i love matt and will continue to love him until the day that i die....RIP Matthew J. Riker 10/11/05
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Brittany
Birthday: October 8th
Birthplace: shitsville syracuse
Current Location: same shitty place
Eye Color: grey-blue
Hair Color: auburn
Height: 5''5 1/2'
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: 92% irish and 8% french (shut up i wanted to calculate one day and ive remembered ever since)
The Shoes You Wore Today: my big nazi boots
Your Weakness: angel voices of a guy
Your Fears: bees!!!....umm....a broken heart but thats everyones....umm....being...alone....*tear*
Your Perfect Pizza: CHICKEN WING!!!
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: to find someone that is better than the rest and that is perfect for me and that will treat me right
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol
Thoughts First Waking Up: the dream i had the night before....sometimes they are really weird.....also i try and think if im going to get to the bus on time and if i did my bio homework
Your Best Physical Feature: umm.....idk i dont tend to stare at my self and i dont ever ask but lately people have been asking me if my boobs got bigger so maybe those
Your Bedtime: haha when ever i pass out...
Your Most Missed Memory: marks apartment and watching him play....how his hair hung from his forhead and just masked his eyes enough to make his face unbarebly adorable......i heart him
Pepsi or Coke: coke
McDonalds or Burger King: hmmmmm?? im going to have to go with McDonking
Single or Group Dates: umm depends single are a little better so u can get to kno the person and u can talk more on a personal level rather then being embarrassed to say something in front of the other people
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: neither i dont like iced tea or tea for that matter im a cappuccino girl
Chocolate or Vanilla: depends.....shakes chocolate....ice cream vanilla....
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino
Do you Smoke: almost never and only stogies
Do you Swear: ummm...no.....duh almost everyday...i get angry a lot
Do you Sing: a little too much sometimes...lol
Do you Shower Daily: every other day its bad for ur hair and skin to shower every single day or even more than once a day
Have you Been in Love: im not sure i dont think so cuz id prolly still be with them
Do you want to go to College: eventually but i want to make it there on my own terms
Do you want to get Married: im not sure....prolly cuz i have really cool plans...
Do you belive in yourself: not all the time but enough
Do you get Motion Sickness: no not really
Do you think you are Attractive: not really i think im rather unattractive and i tend to disbelieve people when they tell me that im hott or beautiful
Are you a Health Freak: not really
Do you get along with your Parents: HELL NO!!!
Do you like Thunderstorms: I LOVE THEM!!!!
Do you play an Instrument: piano but only a little
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yes
In the past month have you Smoked: yes
In the past month have you been on Drugs: perscription...lol
In the past month have you gone on a Date: yeap
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: more than like 6 times lol
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no now i really want some......
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: eww i hate sea food
In the past month have you been on Stage: yes
In the past month have you been Dumped: nope ive been single for a year and a half
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: never have
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: hmm.....nope dont think so *shoves a few things under the bed*
Ever been Drunk: yes it was awesome!!!
Ever been called a Tease: yes many times
Ever been Beaten up: umm yea accually i have.....sadly i admit it
Ever Shoplifted: yes
How do you want to Die: umm.....like i was born....alone
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: grow up i think im pretty grown already and i dont really kno i really want to go into massage therapy but i also want to become a psyciatrist or a morgue ME
What country would you most like to Visit: ireland
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: blue
Favourite Hair Color: black or blonde
Short or Long Hair: medium (enough to be able to have something to pull)
Height: taller than me
Weight: relatively skinny but doesnt need to be like crack skinny and not a lot of muscle its a turn off
Best Clothing Style: skater
Number of Drugs I have taken: at least one
Number of CDs I own: more than 30
Number of Piercings: a few not a lot too many is gaudy
Number of Tattoos: a few i love tattoos i like asking people y they got what the got
Number of things in my Past I Regret: at least one or two without any regrets u cant be thankful for what u have now

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one of my best poems....i think

my heart bleeds tears and is freezing in the cold depths of loneliness. i sit and watch. i can only sit and watch. im not allowed to do anything else. locked away i watch through rotted bars as his fa...
Posted by on Sun, 19 Oct 2008 23:00:00 GMT

why

picture perfecthe seemed picture perfectmoving closer feeling me movejust me and him dancing aloneso closepressing closerwarmth upon my neckkisses landfingertip waterfallsmy back is soakedheart beatsl...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Sep 2007 21:06:00 GMT

what you need for a relationship

ok here we go another phylosophical (i cant spell) blog   ok so ive been thinking about the whole contentment thing...ya know the one that i believe "love" truely is...i think that good relations...
Posted by on Sun, 22 Apr 2007 02:27:00 GMT

The truth about love

ok its def. been a long as time since ive posted a new blog and i just figured that its due time to finally say somethings that need to be said. i officially dont believe in love...yea yea yea i kno t...
Posted by on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 15:34:00 GMT

Relationship confusion.....a must read

so ive really been thinking....again....i kno this is bad but bare with me....a lot of people complain that they dont kno what the opposite sex is thinking....that they are never understandable....may...
Posted by on Sun, 12 Feb 2006 20:51:00 GMT

broken record

yea so i realized that my life is stuck on repeat to one song...except the cd is scratched so it never accually finishes the song....it just goes right back to the begining....so many times i wish tha...
Posted by on Wed, 26 Oct 2005 18:33:00 GMT

blah

life sux....yea that about sums things up...i think im done!...lol
Posted by on Sat, 02 Jul 2005 09:22:00 GMT

im sooo angry.....but i just dont have the energy

wtf is up with parents...i hate them sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo oooooooooooooooooooooooo much...lol well...
Posted by on Wed, 13 Apr 2005 16:54:00 GMT

blah....some poetry

yea so here's a poem i wrote: falling so hard with no wings to fly heart turning blue like a part of the sky memories faded, nothing to hold on to soul is empty with a hole right through comple...
Posted by on Wed, 13 Apr 2005 16:44:00 GMT

bus rides suck!!!

dude what is it with people on the bus ride home.....could they get anymore immature i mean is it really necessary to throw paper on the bus omg that one kid is going to die i shouldve continued...
Posted by on Wed, 01 Dec 2004 13:34:00 GMT