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देवतास्मि

Stand Still, the tree ahead, the bush beside, You are not lost- Albert Einstein

About Me

Choose life. Choose a job. Choose a career. Choose a family. Choose a fucking big television, Choose washing machines, cars, compact disc players, and electrical tin openers. Choose good health, low cholesterol and dental insurance. Choose fixed- interest mortgage repayments. Choose a starter home. Choose your friends. Choose leisure wear and matching luggage. Choose a three piece suite on hire purchase in a range of fucking fabrics. Choose DIY and wondering who you are on a Sunday morning. Choose sitting on that couch watching mind-numbing sprit- crushing game shows, stuffing fucking junk food into your mouth. Choose rotting away at the end of it all, pissing your last in a miserable home, nothing more than an embarrassment to the selfish, fucked-up brats you have spawned to replace yourself. Choose your future. Choose life... But why would I want to do a thing like that?

My Interests

Travelling and enjoying my time on earth are of the utmost importance to me. Why be here if you're not enjoying it............ - People are often unreasonable, illogical and self centered; Forgive them anyway. If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives; Be kind anyway. If you are successful, you will win some false friends and some true enemies; Succeed anyway. If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you; Be honest and frank anyway. What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight; Build anyway. If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous; Be happy anyway. The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow; Do good anyway. Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough; Give the world the best you've got anyway. You see, in the final analysis, it is between you and your God; It was never between you and them anyway. (Mother Teresa)

I'd like to meet:

I would rather be ashes than dust! I would rather that my spark should burn out in a brilliant blaze, than it should be stifled by dry-rot. I would rather be a superb meteor, every atom of me in magnificent glow, than a sleepy and permanent planet. The function of man is to live, not to exist. I shall not waste my days trying to prolong them. I shall use my time. -Jack London------------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------------------------------------ --------To truly find God, truth needs to be found independently from the opinions of others. The truth has to be found in our hearts. --A.H.Almaas------------------------------------------------ ---------------------------------------------------------Thi s magical Character in the sky they like to call God... Buddha, Ghandi, richard Branson, Alex grey, Hunter s Thompson. Chuck Pahlaniuk. Dave Matthews. Thomas J Abercrombie (National Geographic journalist)jack kerouac. Bill Bryson. Shakespeare. Ben Harper. John Lennon. Neale Donald Walsch.

Music:

Kings of Leon. shiny toy guns. City and Color. Explosions in the sky. We are Scientists. Dr Dog. Mugison. placebo. Clapton. BRETT DENNEN. GUSTER. Dave Matthews . Jack Johnson .Ray Lamontagne. Wilco. fleetwood mac. The Beatles. Ben Harper . Damien Rice . John Mayer . Amos Lee . Bright Eyes . Armchair cynics . Sublime . Nick Drake . Adam Crossley(whos also my pimp) . Cat Powers . Hawksley Workman . Death Cab . Dashboard Confessional . Our Lady Peace . Barenaked Ladies . The Wallflowers . Bob Dylan . Postal Service . Counting Crows . Pink floyd . CCR . Johnny cash . Plain White tees . imogen heap. Feist . White Stripes . A Perfect Circle . Breaking Benny . regina spektor. the future of the ghost. the peppers.

Movies:

Anything by Wes Anderson, Guy Ritchie or Jean Pierre jeunet...or the Coen Bros. Fight club is the best.Fear and Loathing. Boogie Nights. snatch, lock stock, What the Bleep do We know. The Secret. Blazing Saddles. 3 Iron. Lonesome Dove. Reefer Madness is hilarious. Caddy Shack. Bottle Rocket. The Life Aquatic. Royal Tenenbaums. Half Baked. Into the Wild.One Flew Over the Cuckoos nest.Cool Hand Luke. Butch Cassidy and The Sundance Kid. I<3 Huckabee. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. Sense and Sensibility. Amelie. Much Ado About Nothing. ShawShank Redemption. Anchorman. Super troopers. old school. Happy Gilmore.Tommy Boy .Little Miss Sunshine.Garden State. Crash. Jarhead. nothing to lose. SLC punk. The Matrix. ANYTHING with Jack Nicholson, Tom hanks, Paul Newman or Johnny Depp.

Television:

not a big fan.

Books:

anything by Bill Bryson. anything by or about Nietzsche. Jack Kerouac. HUNTER s THOMPSON. Chuck Pahlaniuk.

Heroes:

RICHARD BRANSON. He is my idol. of all idols. and if i can do half as much in my lifetime as he has done.. i will be thoroughly satisfied.

My Blog

Fated To Pretend

 If i could do anything right now, i would be a little kid again, running around covered in mud, playing in the creek, floating around with my round little belly popping up out of the water like ...
Posted by &G5$>8M.? on Mon, 13 Oct 2008 10:37:00 PST

A message for those who are searching..

A message to all who are searching for it. ... My thoughts on Love, relationships, Identity and Self...  it was a message i sent to someone dear to me who is going through some rough stuff. i hop...
Posted by &G5$>8M.? on Mon, 25 Feb 2008 05:19:00 PST

Love. IM IN LOVE!!

I am falling in love with me. I don't know that there is a better girl out there. Not that I have met.  Not because im perfect but because I am getting there. Because I am growing and improving e...
Posted by &G5$>8M.? on Fri, 28 Dec 2007 12:40:00 PST

My Personal Truth-- what i am all about.

my chi is harnessed, my tao embraced.  I believe every one has their own personal truth. Individual to them. Custom fit to them. Or, maybe we are custom fit to our personal truth, we just have to...
Posted by &G5$>8M.? on Mon, 10 Dec 2007 04:09:00 PST

THE NUMB--- exploring a sad meaningless existence

               So.. i was thinking the other day.. about feelings. I wonder how much we dont allow ourselves to feel. I know i avoid cem...
Posted by &G5$>8M.? on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 08:42:00 PST

100 THINGS I WILL DO IN MY LIFETIME!

100 Things i will do in my Lifetime!1- Write a book- a NY Times Bestselling book. 2. Take a picture every day. 3. Buy a Van- travel my 48 states.4. Learn to play Whiskey in the Jar- no matter how bad ...
Posted by &G5$>8M.? on Sat, 09 Sep 2006 03:25:00 PST

Poetry Circa 1995 haha..

 Confused.by Me I push you, because sometimes its the only way to touch you.i hate you,because you pull me out of myself, and i dont know if im worth it.i avoid you,so that you can feel as confus...
Posted by &G5$>8M.? on Sun, 19 Mar 2006 02:17:00 PST

BUSH AND DICK. SEE DICK LOVE BUSH. SEE BUSH LOVE OIL.

Oh What a Schmuck. I really give a fuck George Bush Really Sucks!          This Concludes our poetry hour for the evening. I hope you all had an excellent tim...
Posted by &G5$>8M.? on Mon, 19 Dec 2005 08:05:00 PST

It's the end of the world as we know it....

Everything i Hear on the news, i take with a bucket of salt. Make that a salt lick. One of those big ass blue salt cubes, that for some reason cows like to lick on. But if the news today is accurate, ...
Posted by &G5$>8M.? on Sat, 10 Dec 2005 06:20:00 PST

The BUSH and the BEAUTIFUL--- the soap opera unravels..

Oh What a Schmuck. I really give a fuck George Bush Really Sucks!          This Concludes our poetry hour for the evening. I hope you all had an excellent tim...
Posted by &G5$>8M.? on Fri, 25 Nov 2005 01:52:00 PST