quiet type laid back friendly kinda me.
Looking at the path that lies behead
Hateful eyes when the tears dry their blood red
My head is full of voices constantly telling me lies
Saying that I would be better, not being alive
But another side saying I should take value to my life
This back and forth battle, always making me cry
Why, even with my heart still hurting I try
To survice in a world that�s hates it when I strive
I�m feeling held down, sould burning in hell now
God forgive for my thoughts, I want them expelled now
I fell towards of crowd of bitterness and dislike
I tasted hate, and I knew I would never like
The feelings that go along troubles
I constantly struggle, my heart is such a feeble muscle
Dealing with hustle that face everyday
I can�t live like this there has got to be another way
No more pain,
Somebody help me out this maze
No more pain
I need to see better days
No More pain
The daily struggles and grind
I can�t go on
Where�s the strength I need to find
In due time I am bound to find my way
But until that day, my hope is wasting away
Hating the strain, I ma bout to go insane
I want only one thing in life, NO MORE PAIN
My veins pumping blood at such a highrate
I am 19 sizing a coffin that�s a size 8
I need to find an escape, but the exits are block
And sometimes nothing is more tempting than that glock
I�m ashamed why am I ashamed to breathe
This shouldn�t be me my mom raised a stronger seed
What went wrong, and as the days go on
I�m a pawn to the dark thoughts preventing me from seeing dawn
God�s a con, selling me life that�s never worth it
My birth sometimes I wish I could reverse it
Please let their be light, I deserve it
My messed up life, please god reimburse it
I know you there and I know you hear me
-by-Xover the Verb