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[Kristina Kitten] Will Be Laid To Waste

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About Me


i am not prejudice in any way, shape or form to ppl or trying new things (things i hate too).
certain evils i cant stand-for jelous girls or ppl who are that way in general, i loathe that quality and i will do anything i can to ruthlessly expolit thatso dont even let me kno youre jelouss.. hahahahaha;p---------
It's going to set you free, yeah. Biting blood capsules to bleed. Hands in a dog's mouth It's sick!! Every day I live for the music Putting hopes and dreams in my hands is sadistic! Wanting what I cannot have is pathetiq I want the unattainable black I want the boy in leather Black is not a morning's mourning Black is not a colour but the darkest nightIt hurts that you cannot see the black going throu me, raising hell of many whirlwinds.
I needed yur indiscretioned tuch and you were nowhere to be seen, jus liek *snaps fingers*..that.
i can't uphold the abuse of wat yur many words to be thereafter, will do.for.ever I want the unattainable, pure and simple.don't want to thow

you away

b**tch in my face
it takes more
Get Your Own Voice Player Manage

Let's ghet something straight:I don't "hook up" wit you. I can have as many friends and comments as I wish, mmk?And if you don't talk to me i will call you a cunt!! ♥

~First off I am hyper, lovable, joyful, ♥ full of lief and am currently undecided if I have found who is rite for me, and am extremely cautious not to mess wat I think I might have, u see. However, it could be a few people.
Hm I am luky to have all my very amazing MS friends. I hope to God that they do not take for granted my friendship.
I am highly confused y people claim they love each and every boy and girl they come across as a husband would love his wife –p. Love is so weak to them. It is ridiculously stupid this concept of confusing wanting to have sex w/ someone w/ long-suffering (love). (AND I WANT TO PUNCH THOSE PEOPLE IN THEIR LUSTFUL EYES!!) I originally wanted to be wit someone who kept their virginity sacred but I don’t think that will happen u see.
As music& personality goes, my music is vast..my character great. I am versatile and people no matter who, enjoy me so much. I USED TO be obsessed wit No Doubt, Mariah Carey lmao, but now The Used, FFTL, Walls of Jericho, Direngrey, Korn .. do fine.
I like boys and riding in cars with boys. I am getting more and more outgoing as days go by.I scare myself but know now that if I can widen out then the shyest most petrified person can..Enjoyment to me is writing poetry and meeting awesome people on sites like these. I'd like to get acquainted with any of you bad little kittens. PERSONALLY I NEED ATTENTION BUT WILL NOT GO OUT OF MY WAY. COME TO ME.
For anyone who likes me so far as a friend, nicee choice. True friends fight to their death for you. They refuse to test your limits. My best friend so far and always is Elizabeth. Never met anyone so dedicated to me, and understanding of my world. she's as big of a person with a heart so rich..
i am studying to be a mortician or a funeral director . not much longer in college . i need to get going on the apprenticeship . and have fun in life rocking out and basically wasting time in the meantime about a boy: ;
currently i don't trust boys
^^I want a boy who doesn't think I need and want him to survive; boys need girls for that anyway. I want to help a boy but not be his crutch or savior.I crave individuality, sensitivity, kindness in a boy, for him to pay attention to me for heaven's sake cuz i don't talk for my health.Wanna kno abou a boy who holds me, protects, is liek a brother and best friend first, then I teach him wat I'm liek..then he can see for himself.I liek shy boys who end up trusting me& tell me they want to be there for me. I'd invite him over to meet my parents and downrite chill wit me. I definatley wouldn't do anything that would make him feel uncomfortable or liek i am a sex fiend so if he doesn't want to kiss i'll leave it at that; we can tell each other secrets.. the possibilities are endless.
When i set my eyes on a boy I don't want to give him up. Once I obtain "the unattainable (whom I speak of in my poem up there ^)," I have a deth grip and love dart to his mind & chest.
i think more guys should anser my questions not making me ask & ask to ghet my questions ansered! Wats's wit this evasiveness!@*
I want a boy who him and I can make fuun of each other and it's for kicks.. that's where things would be best, feel relly comfortable around each other;there should only be complete adoration in any relationship & no hiding stuff or holding grudges; you can never rush things and expect them to last-- why do you think i have friends for years, not months only?? cuz i take it slow buu you see it can only ghet ten times wonderful. i liek relationships buu you see i don't want to give it all to someone who won't freakin care and who uses girls! that's why i have become(scared to say this)..skeptical. cheers for friends-first thou. I truly want ppl to be happy..For the boy i am w/: i wanna waste some time with you and only you wile we peacefully lie in a bed of roses listening to "Join Me In Death"
everyone needs a Cuddlemonsta♥ ♥~~Home | Browse | Search | Invite | Film | Mail | Blog | Favorites | Forum | Groups | Events | Videos | Music | Comedy | Classifieds ....___________________________________________
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My Interests

I AM A POET x -ex.)Biding my sweet timethinking to comew/ a vengeance into yur mind& yur BIG worldit's beutifulAnd I remember itDon't fkn tearme apartby not letting me takehold of yur wingsAs that would meanknoing yur painI can't celebratehaving a future, finding myself, etc, lovin' someone's kiss..in the dreary isolation.And I have these thouts liek thunderSnow encapsulates now over my dreams ..a freezing tuch ghets down to my nervesthere's something I want w/ thouts of you in mind .That might give me plesure not pain.

cuddling the mall record stores online chat goals!! mmmmm style being alone my bf alex snuggle
bunny myspace going places
mortician is my dream job-P
here are some dead bodiestwo dead bodies old man is ewwww rarr right there on the examination table

columbine shooting dont worry i'm not sick to try this, its only a fascination xxxand this is my new motto:

I'd like to meet:

-------- (the ideal pic of kissing my bf) alex borrman, Chris!! Brittany Misconception!!, phillip, *sigh.. sigh not too many have tuched my ♥ liek this aamof. bert mc Cracken (i dont think i could call myself a true fan if i didnt include this guy!), Gc boys, peter steele, chances are that you are not eccentric enough for me, or have the devotion it takes to make this last!!x

Music:

GC!!!

baptized in
the riverBaptized in the river As I walk through the valley of the shadow of LA The footsteps that were next to me have gone their separate ways I've seen enough now to know that beautiful things don't always stay that way I've done enough now to know this beautiful place isn't everything they say I heard that evil comes disguised Like the city of angels I'm walking towards the lightBaptized in the river I've seen a vision of my life And I wanna be delivered In the city with the sinner I've done a lot of things wrong But I swear I'm a believer Like the prodigal son I was out on my own Now I'm trying to find my way back home Baptized in the river I'm delivered I'm delivered Wanna be deliveredTo the praying Mother And the worried Father Let your children goBaptized in the river (on my own, on my own) I wanna be delivered I confess I'm a sinner I've seen a vision of my life That I wanna be deliveredTHE USED, AIDEN, SHADOWS FALL, KSE, Daughtry, warped tour bands, taste of chaos bands, linkin park, jay-z, pantera, chiodos, the devil wears prada, garbage, bjork, arch enemy, H.U.G., korn, megadeth, slipknot, tool,FFTLALOTTTTTTT, DM, KMFDM, refused, type o, finch, flogging molly, MUCC, headphones president, joe satriani

Movies:

One Flew Over the Cukoo Clock, American Grafitti, Pink Floyd's The Wall, Queen of the Damned, Village of the Damned, party moonster!! ferris beuller's day off stigmata the pursuit of happinessCharlie and The Chocolate Factory (new), Napoleon Dynamite, Godzilla Meets Bambi, Beavis and Butthead Do America, Dangerous Minds, American Beauty, American Psycho (all), jan svankmejer, documentaries
you tube,any music DVDs, Godzilla, James and The Giant Peach, Donnie Darko, Laguna Beach dvds first and second seasons, Little Rascals, Curly Sue, A Beautiful Mind, The Three Stooges, ......

Heroes:

....nobody really other than jesus

My Blog

9 Lives!!!

..> ..> ..> ..> Reminding me of a Roy Leichtenstein strip You go boom as if you were a strange aircraft jus crashing it's time that you stop crashing into things and feeling wat a buildi...
Posted by ;Kristina] ;oh mein Gott, du bist unglaublich heiß on Tue, 15 May 2007 10:54:00 PST

Such! A! Sof-ter! Sin-in!

..> nervousness in my gut Ready to meet you In dusk, dawn, or twilight . Oh, ever &  ever I learned to tell yur voice from...strangers. I lost my place in ever  a beutiful face. Y...
Posted by ;Kristina] ;oh mein Gott, du bist unglaublich heiß on Thu, 03 May 2007 09:20:00 PST

DIE IF YOURE GOING TO..

..> YEAH I FIND IT  FRIKKEN RIDICULOUS , MOM .THAT I CAN'T , AT THE AGE OF ALMOST 21!!!!- BE ONLINE W/O SOMEONE TRYING TO STOP ME  AND/OR WATCH ME EVERY MOVE. IF YOU'RE THAT OCD YOU NEED ...
Posted by ;Kristina] ;oh mein Gott, du bist unglaublich heiß on Tue, 01 May 2007 07:40:00 PST

ROUGH SILK

Lust Is A KillerStandin' in the rainsometimes love is pain - yes it istake me back - back to lightback to where we hold on tight - deathRomeo and Julietno surrender, no regretyou and me - you and Itru...
Posted by ;Kristina] ;oh mein Gott, du bist unglaublich heiß on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 08:24:00 PST

THE RISK TAKEN

My Last Midnight[Lyrics written by Olga Benario - a German Revolutionist. These lines were taken from a letter she wrote to her husband and daughter while detained in a golding cell on the night prio...
Posted by ;Kristina] ;oh mein Gott, du bist unglaublich heiß on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 08:17:00 PST

RIBSPREADER LYRICS

1. Autopsy ObsessedI stab you in the backTo release you from your painYou'll prefer to be deadWhen the hacking beginsI thrive on human fleshI'm autopsy obsessedThe sickness taking overThe urge is here...
Posted by ;Kristina] ;oh mein Gott, du bist unglaublich heiß on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 08:13:00 PST

Minutes Are Now Hours

Wake up, you're dreaming again.Please wake up, I long for us again.I can't take the ache in my chest.Please regain consciousness.Stop pushing me back, these nails are hurting my wrists.What the hell a...
Posted by ;Kristina] ;oh mein Gott, du bist unglaublich heiß on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 08:03:00 PST

deathraceee

DeathraceRebel racer speeding onWill you ever reach the sun?Blazing chrome, gleam machineFastest thing you've ever seenMelting rubber clear a turnYou can smell the tires burnRapid speed, really steami...
Posted by ;Kristina] ;oh mein Gott, du bist unglaublich heiß on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 08:00:00 PST

Tales From Sadness (2005)

ButterflyAwaking in the morning lateSunny day behond the glassShadows now are close to shapesAnd even closer to myselfThe shower seems to cry on meMirror spreads an unknown faceMangry cat is whining o...
Posted by ;Kristina] ;oh mein Gott, du bist unglaublich heiß on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 07:55:00 PST

RAIN FELL WITHIN LYRICS

1. A False RealityInto my imagination, into my pulsing veins.Within my aching heart, you seem to ease the pain.Just one more cut through my skinAnd I can feel my life begin!Here there's more pleasure ...
Posted by ;Kristina] ;oh mein Gott, du bist unglaublich heiß on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 07:51:00 PST