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Me? I am just a girl who lives life day by day now. The future is unknown. The past a darkness I wish not to face.I only have now. I am due to be a first time mother in march.Yes i am afraid and nervous but Ive gotten used to the idea and look forward to holding my new baby girl. I'm sure there are a lot of people out there waiting to judge me but I've come to the conclusion that those people don't matter to me. Let those who live life with out mistakes or regret throw the first stone. Ill be waiting.I am not afraid of your harsh words.The world knows where my heart lies. and i will wait until that time comes where i can look at him.But i am still me. I still like to see the stars glint above me but I have changed.href="http://www.profilemods.com/" target="_blank">
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Get your own MySpace Countdown now!When it comes to relationships I find that I'm very ignorant and that I never knew what I had wanted before. for those who know me they know I am a fool but knowing that fact I will still strive to find the love I once felt. It will take time and thought, maybe hours of work but I will find what I once had again. I miss you D.Evanescence - My Immortal

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I would simply like to meet those I have known and not known who can be trusted as my friend. I would also like to meet someone who can keep up with my deepest unknown, the supernatural. if those who have info step upon my realm and please inform me.OK I don't want to meet people who live to destroy people. I don't normally judge but I'm really tired of seeing friends get trampled on by people who think there so hot and amazing that they don't care how mean and despicable they really are. I don't like mean people. I prefer people who are kind. It's one thing to be mad and be mean for a little while, it's another to be bitter and be mean for a lifetime.I also want to find someone who loves music just as much as I do. It can be so silent living with those who despise the very sounds you cherish. Befriend me if you like. I will always be friendly if you are kind to me.

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farming ban if you care about organic food or even food being good read this

> > Please tell everyone who wants organic foods.....> > US House and Senate are about (in a week and a half) to> vote on bill that will OUTLAW ORGANIC FARMING (bill HR 875).> There ...
Posted by on Sat, 20 Jun 2009 01:18:00 GMT

My reason for Liveing

Honestly as each day passes since my baby girl was born I honestly feel that everything has changed. Having faith was the most painful and fearful time for me and I went through it feeling like the ba...
Posted by on Mon, 13 Apr 2009 16:30:00 GMT

inner thoughts and worries

today i sit awake for another night thinking and worrying about him. more nights where id do anything not to be aloneĀ  but not have the courage to reach out and ask to be held in fear of what he would...
Posted by on Fri, 06 Mar 2009 01:51:00 GMT

reflections

Fuzzy, a haze so ............ perfectly complete that you gaze at life through a cloud of nothingness and stale fog. Inhale, Exhale yet floating and drowning . It's all the same as days pass and yo...
Posted by on Tue, 13 Jan 2009 11:38:00 GMT

life

Im so consumed by thoughts right now I dont even know where to start. I wish that I could put what im feeling inside into words. Do I make a choice when it wont even be just me who it will impact? I w...
Posted by on Mon, 05 Jan 2009 03:22:00 GMT

the most disgustingly long survey

Name: AbbyZodiac Sun Sign: im guessing this means birth sign? geminiRising Sign: ???? Moon: ?????Mercury: ?????Venus: ?????Mars: ?????Birth Year: 1988Birthplace: richmond, virginiaHometown: Anyplace g...
Posted by on Fri, 20 Jun 2008 00:03:00 GMT

this has to be the wisest advise i have ever read

i want everyone to know that before i let you read this this was from my friend to her son. i read it and was very moved because i agree with every word it says. unfortunately i know what its like for...
Posted by on Thu, 19 Jun 2008 21:07:00 GMT

my tribute to a beautiful soul

To Mother Bear I spent two years in your presense and honestly dont feel worthy. You were the song bird of my work my reason for continueing my caregiver career. You gave me hope because with your arn...
Posted by on Sat, 03 May 2008 22:47:00 GMT

im an aunt again

Aiden joshua smith was born to my sister . Birthday: April 02, 2008 : AM Weight: 8 lb and 6 oz Height: he is my sisters second baby
Posted by on Thu, 24 Apr 2008 02:57:00 GMT

not enough time

dear grandma alice, my mind races each time i think of you. my guilt pangs me constantly as i regret each letter unsent each call un called. i never got the time to talk you about my future as it gose...
Posted by on Sat, 19 Jan 2008 20:18:00 GMT