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Madison.

It was a lie when they smiled, and said you won't feel a thing.

About Me



sn: itsthemirrors
"we are the dead."
I'll speed up, talk fast, and get no where.
..
Name: Madison kalush
Birthdate: 10-27-89
Birthplace: olathe.
Current Location: lenexa.
Eye Color: brown!
Hair Color: its dyed typically.
Height: 5'4.
Weight: 130..
Piercings: seven in my ears, and a monroe.
Tatoos: getting one in a few weeks.
Boyfriend/Girlfriend: naw.
Overused Phraze: it happens.
FAVORITES
Food: pizza.
Candy: laffy taffy
Number: ???
Color: green! and pink.
Animal: love them all.
Drink: green tea.
Alcohol Drink: smirnoff. yea dont you say a word. its yummy.
Bagel: ew.
Letter: ??
Body Part on Opposite sex: smile, hair, eyes.
This or That
Pepsi or Coke: coke.
McDonalds or BurgerKing: im so sick of fast food.
Strawberry or Watermelon: strawberry.
Hot tea or Ice tea: Ice.
Chocolate or Vanilla vanilla.
Hot Chocolate or Coffee: coffee.
Kiss or Hug: uhm, depends.
Dog or Cat: both!
Rap or Punk: punk.
Summer or Winter: summer.
Scary Movies or Funny Movies: depends who im with.
Love or Money: love.
YOUR...
Bedtime: when i get tired.
Most Missed Memory: playing guitar with my big brother and shooting the shit.
Best phyiscal feature: you tell me.
First Thought Waking Up: This early morning shit has got to go.
Goal for this year: make it through.
Best Friends: dont really have a 'best friend'
Weakness: sweeties. and animals.
Fears: being alone.
Heritage: who cares.
Longest relationship: 3 months. ohhh yea.
HAVE YOU...
Ever Drank: sure.
Ever Smoked: yea.
Pot: yepp.
Ever been Drunk: haha. yea.
Ever been beaten up: not really naw.
Ever beaten someone up: nope.
Ever Shoplifted: looong time ago.
Ever Skinny Dipped: naw.
Ever Kissed Opposite sex: haha. of course!
Been Dumped Lately: nope.
IN A GUY/GIRL
Favorite Eye Color: dc
Favorite Hair Color: dc
Short or Long: longer.
Height: taller than me.
Style: what ever suits them.
Looks or Personality: personality
Hot or Cute cute, hott is always good too.
Drugs and Alcohol: hmmm
Muscular or Really Skinny: i like skinny guys. but not like anorexic. ew.
RANDOMS
Number of Regrets in the Past: too many.
What country do you want to Visit: italy.
How do you want to Die: on my own terms.
Been to the Mall Lately: work there.
Do you like Thunderstorms: when im not alone.
Get along with your Parents: i do with my mom.
Health Freak: uhm, not really. on some things i guess i am
Do you think your Attractive: i wouldnt say im ugly.
Believe in Yourself: everyone should believe in themselves.
Want to go to College: beauty school.
Do you Smoke: yea.
Do you Drink: occasionally.
Shower Daily: uhm, naw.
Been in Love: thought so.
Do you Sing: yes!
Want to get Married: not sure.
Do you want Children: deffinately.
Have your future kids names planned out: micah payton. for a boy or a girl.
Age you wanna lose your Virginity:
Hate anyone: not really no. i figure everyone thats done me wrong i've learned from. but rats are annoying
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS! GEESE AND BOOTS

My Interests

.music. i play guitar, and piano. i sing. i like to write. i love art. i like having fun.

I'd like to meet:

anyone who likes to have fun. =]

Music:

music is pretty much my sanity.

Movies:

Fear and loathing in Las Vegas
boondock saints
and breakfast club
i heart huckabees

Television:

Degrassi. [yea dont you say a word.]
law and order.
thats really about it.

Books:

cat's cradle- vonnegut
on the road - kerouac
Catcher in the Rye - JD Salinger
As i lay dying - faulkner

Heroes:

"everything we looked forward to has come to pass... and now we're stuck here with nothing to do, and no where to go, while our future comes at us faster than ever. its like, when ur 12, it takes forever to turn 13, but from 19 to 20... time speeds up as it runs out i guess." -Micah Thane Settles. My big brother.

My Blog

when does writers block become permanent.

Meaningless conversations have become an addiction.that's really all i have to say.
Posted by Madison. on Tue, 03 Jun 2008 04:07:00 PST

gary harrell

..> Time was once just a clock to meLife a book, a biography. Success was something we just had to beI spent myself unknowingly.And i know i could have me a million more friendsand all i'd have to ...
Posted by Madison. on Thu, 06 Sep 2007 12:44:00 PST

new poem**

17Seventeen.When infatuation seems so realthat i want to give my world awayand then some.Smoking filtersCuz that dead beat station man cards me everytime.Stressed outUsed up, and burnt to a crisp;But ...
Posted by Madison. on Thu, 29 Mar 2007 02:17:00 PST

more poetry.

i wrote this a few weeks ago.  i just found it.  and i kinda like it.Midnight comes and goes Like a movie in slow motion. Fade in, Fade out. Focus. Just Focus. But I'll never see what I'm lo...
Posted by Madison. on Sat, 13 Jan 2007 07:18:00 PST

wrote this at work

i wrote this at work, its a bit lame but i liked it.They say"You can't live your life waitin' to die"But I'm just walking around tryin' to surviveAnd all these people come around asking me whyI can't ...
Posted by Madison. on Sat, 13 Jan 2007 06:59:00 PST

theraputic writing...

Don't worry about usWe'll all turn out alright.With a pack of zigzags by my sideI'll tell you I'm doing just fine.And you'll look past my eyesto the reflection of some soul i've been hidin'and you'll ...
Posted by Madison. on Wed, 10 Jan 2007 07:07:00 PST

He was too crazy to live, and too rare to die. RIP Micah.

R.I.P. Micah Thaine Settles.February 24, 1985 - 9:54AM, Jan 3, 2007Just like the forensics lady said.  He is beautiful.He was my big brother. And my best friend. And the one i looked up to. And h...
Posted by Madison. on Thu, 04 Jan 2007 10:42:00 PST

sketch.

Everything is sketch.And im done with it all."We all got friends but we stand alone."And i really get it now.  I love my friends but you gotta keep your shit together and keep yourself straight, ...
Posted by Madison. on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 08:08:00 PST

Poem.

So go on and say your sorry, Like a fucking mother.After her son hits the floorpushed by her fucking lover.And tell me we're donewith all we never did.And go on and tell me you love me, after all im j...
Posted by Madison. on Mon, 20 Nov 2006 02:08:00 PST

fucking sunday.

haha.  honestly. i dont even know what to think anymore.  All i can think to say is fuck this all.  Fuck anyone who pretends to care and fuck all the bullshit.  Cuz their only arou...
Posted by Madison. on Sun, 19 Nov 2006 01:59:00 PST