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About Me

..People need to fucking understand that i do whatever makes me happy.The family has talked shit bout me be4 and im ok with dealing with it again...not everyone has been there for me and im gonna be ok... im happy and whatever...Fuck all of u who go against me...i dont need u...and u call urself a fucking family?!? fuck that shit.Youve judged me from the begining...u guys have talked shit behind my back...and most of u are like 30 but have the mind of a fucking 16 yr old...just grow the fuck up and leave me to live my life how ever i want to....i live to please myself and not to kiss ass so u ppl could like me...i dont need to prove myself to be loved...i want to be loved being me...and the ppl that i grew up with cant even see me like that...its patheticAnother thing about me is that i hate liars...i hate ppl that play with my emotions....y r ppl so fucked up now adays? ppl r so ridiculous...GROW UP!!!

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this goes out to LJ.....i miss u and i wish things were different

I was so wrong for so longOnly tryin' to please myself (myself)boy, I was caught up in his lustWhen I don't really want no one elseSo, now I know I should of treated you betterBut me and you were mean...
Posted by on Sun, 25 Oct 2009 00:39:00 GMT

this is to u Cesar (Pehli nazar mein)

(what magic did that first gaze do to me&)(the magic that made this heart, yours forever&)(whatevers gonna happen now, doesnt matter to me&)(lets celebrate this moment of love, together&)(here i am...
Posted by on Mon, 25 May 2009 14:11:00 GMT

Goodbye for now

well im finally off to do my duty f this country...i had a pretty chill 2 weeks in jersey with my friends and family...and i finally came to a realization with who my true friends are and who to watch...
Posted by on Sun, 24 Aug 2008 07:29:00 GMT

,..,.

Por que se me ocurriĆ³ quererte?por que tuve que conocerte?quisiera ser como la luz y desaparecermepor que el amor es incurable, por que el dolor es indomablees imposible olvidarte,no se por que... &nb...
Posted by on Mon, 18 Aug 2008 07:01:00 GMT

Basic

well i made it out of basic...AIT here i come...i should be in NJ by may 21st...so im a see all my bitches and all the ppl i care about soon
Posted by on Fri, 28 Mar 2008 15:53:00 GMT

Private Padilla

well its finally starting to hit me....im offically leaving for the army in like 5 days... im gonna leave alot of good things and bad things behind to make something of myself. Im thankful for the fri...
Posted by on Wed, 02 Jan 2008 12:30:00 GMT

idk

i have no clue why im still sitting around hoping something that i want to happen happens.... y do i have all this hope in me? He told me how he felt and i loved what i heard....but there was a "but"....
Posted by on Tue, 21 Aug 2007 08:43:00 GMT

why Cesar!!!

well it seems that the last couple of months i thot i was over Cesar i really wasnt... i tried to fool myself hoping the feelings would go away. But they are still their...stronger than ever...My hear...
Posted by on Thu, 28 Jun 2007 21:45:00 GMT

May no one ever come into my life

May no one ever come into my life If someone does, may he never leave If tears are whats in store for me, may not someone make me laugh now. Let no one make me laugh Away he went, and before he left.....
Posted by on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 10:25:00 GMT

horrible pain within my heart

I invoke him... and he comes to me in my dreams dressed in black. He speaks in a language only I can understand. His hands are warm, his breath is hot he is the horrible pain within my heart my religi...
Posted by on Thu, 02 Mar 2006 09:58:00 GMT