this is why:
i dont like most black people becouse alot of black people im around act like niggers. i dont trust alot of people. i dont care what people think about me. i only care about my friends and family, every1 else could die tomorrow. i take very little seriouly. i egg, tease, make fun, park in handicap spaces, steal, break shit thats not mine, and ruin decorations without a second thought of whom i hurt in the process. i have an "i dont give a fuck atitude" which isnt always good.
why am i this way?
god blessed with a car that i hate because shit keeps breaking on it for no reason. i gave my heart to a girl who doesnt want to be with just me; she wants to hook up wit other people also(thats y i dont have a heart cuz she hasn't given it back yet). my grandfather yells at me for the stupidest reasons. im only 5'5. im pissed off cuz i cant get a good job and the fact that i have no idea what i wanna do with my life. and all my friends are the same way
my backround:
im an ex firefighter, i got kicked out of the academy cuz my hose was too big. only had 1 love(so much for that). graduated in '05 but wasnt allowed to walk down the isle so i had to watch from the audience, thats what i get for egging a teachers house. first time ever drinking was st pattys day '07.
my current status:
im single. have a shitty car. and work at a bar. but im tryin to fix all these things cuz i have big ideas that are in the works.
what i appriciate:
every1 of my friends, although scumbags they're still my friends and i fit right in. also the fact that i kno that any1 of will be there for me whenever i need them to be.
why deep down inside ima good guy?
im a damn good listener. i try. if u fall into the friend catagory ill do what i can for ya. and underneath the hatred and emothional barriors i have up im a really decent guy, the kind of guy thats hard to find, if any1 is up to the challenge of getting there.
ps
tho i am a scum, im also a damn good time, jus askin for a chance to prove it. AIM - shadyc86
ask about me!
ps2
i really only have a little garden hose... thats why i got kick out, it wasnt big enough
ps3
i hate wen girls lie to me even tho its in their nature and i also hate wild flying monkeys
philosophy of life: fuck um' if they can't take a joke! if you want to know more about me, ask-questions, comments write me! and if not then stop reading my shit..