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I am here for Friends

About Me

They are completely apart from other human beings. Their emotions, all their feelings, their reactions are opposed to so-called "normal" people's sentiments. They are vulnerable and deeply sensitive people, due to their talents, their super-imagination, their knowledge of hidden influences of which we ordinary human beings are not. They are not easy to live with - if you choose to live with them at all, if you have the luck to meet them at all. Writers, composers, painters - also artists like directors, and actors fall into the same category. They are to be handled with kid-gloves, mentally and physically. And their reactions go to extremes, compared to non-artistic human beings. And I was lucky enough to meet and love and work for many, many artists, I learned, not without heartbreak and pain, to become a better, more intelligent, respectful and devoted person. No tears were wasted in the process. My tears - not theirs!
- Marlene Dietrich -
name's bekah.
THINGS YOU MIGHT NOT KNOW:
I got this boyfriend. His name's Andy. He dances like a Dead bear.
Before 2010 is over, I'm packin' up and moving to Frasier, Colorado.
I like to play my ukulele, but I'm not too great at it yet.
I'm better at other kinds of art.
I have permanent jaundice. And to think, the whole thing started out as a joke.
I like camping trips and musical weekends. They're all sorts of fun. Maybe I'll see you around.
I'm having the time of my life. How 'bout you?

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

All the friendly ones.

My Blog

Ch-ch-ch-ch-changes

I suppose I've got to let her go.I'm not ready to, but there's nothing else I can do.I'm not even done crying yet.Trust me, I'm not proud of it.. there's just this overwhelming sadness when I hear her...
Posted by on Thu, 04 Jun 2009 10:48:00 GMT

to anyone who cares.

I am overcome with guilt and I feel the need to make a public service announcement of sorts.Over the years, I'm sure I've done a lot of things to hurt people.More frequently in recent months than ever...
Posted by on Tue, 05 May 2009 01:04:00 GMT

i was right.

i was right all along. People told me it was ridiculous to be so suspicious of my friends.But I was right.. the whole time.It was all an elaborate show. The ultimate mind game.They want my head on a s...
Posted by on Tue, 31 Mar 2009 14:09:00 GMT

everything is awesome

Went to the beach for a week.. had the time of my life.In my opinion, Parkersburg needed a break from me, not the other way around.I may or may not have inadvertently sabotaged a couple things while I...
Posted by on Tue, 24 Mar 2009 13:14:00 GMT

Three cheers for sanity!

What's going on with me lately? Well.. I had a boyfriend for almost three months. That's record-breaking in my book. Through scandals and guns and angry lumberjack men and trailers and dogs and drama,...
Posted by on Tue, 30 Dec 2008 23:08:00 GMT

This is all very confusing.

People are starting to see straight through me, through all of my fronts and all of the little techniques I use to make myself seem like a decent person.I can't say that it's a bad thing.. but when I'...
Posted by on Sat, 27 Sep 2008 18:26:00 GMT

I like the Avett Brothers. A whooole lot.

I keep tellin' myself that it'll be fineYou can't make everybody happy all of the timeI found myself in a place that I never beenA place that I thought that I would never beThere's people looking back...
Posted by on Sat, 06 Sep 2008 19:34:00 GMT

Bekah the robot.

I think I'm ready to grow up. I've spent enough time pondering life, and way too much time finding reasons to put off the things I need to do. I need to go back to school. I need to suck it ...
Posted by on Tue, 26 Aug 2008 23:31:00 GMT

drugs are bad, mmkay?

...I called 911 on a heroin user tonight.Scariest night of my life.A sheriff's officer came to my house.. I had to write a statement for him.It was 4 pages long.He told me I saved somebody's life.Seri...
Posted by on Tue, 12 Aug 2008 13:16:00 GMT

post-op

the surgery went fine.. i'm gallbladder free and on the rebound =]my belly button is bruised and I have more holes in my skin than I thought I would, but it doesn't hurt too bad..plus they gave me per...
Posted by on Wed, 23 Jul 2008 17:04:00 GMT