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I don't really know what to say here, I'm a simple girl with complex thoughts. I think all the time, about random stuff and I always seem to entertain myself with my fantasy life! I have the most awesome kid in the world! I'm not just saying that because he is mine but because he is truley great! He reminds me how to be young everyday! I am 30 and I guess I'm a little freaked out. Not so much because I feel old, more like "I can't believe how much time passes and you take for granted that you will always be young enough to do everything you want to in a certain amount of time! I have a tendancy to always be "2nd best" in relationships or whatever! I don't want pity because I put myself in those kinds of positions. It wasn't until recently that I figured that out. I just hate playing the dating game so I think I'm going to stay single for at least a year and focus on me and my kid. I love music, everything except country. I don't like being approached by old perverted men! I just wanna say "If I don't make eye contact, then leave me the fuck alone" I hate being a secret. I love animals, kids, and gummy bears! Gummies are the best! I like painting, but always seem to draw inspiration from depression. I love to work out. I like tattoos. Especially tattoos on men! The more the better, I like people that make me laugh and are not afraid to be a dumbass in public! I play drums. I like baseball. I LOVE my mom! oh and my best friend Kayla!...Life would suck really bad without my friends! I like storms in summer and bbq. (not at the same time) LOVE beer! And I'm always gonna be who I am...I'm never gonna change for anyone. And I will never feel less of me for a guy ever! Oh and did I mention I hate guys that cant tell you the truth about anything! I think they are spineless cowards who can rot in hell for all I care!
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eject sadness insert happiness

I wish it were that easy....Life is full of ups and mostly downs...but something I should remember is that I have myself to love, after all I am the only one that is there till the end, right? I have ...
Posted by on Sun, 09 Nov 2008 15:07:00 GMT

I’m sorry Jimmy

I wish I could have seen you. I wish I could have been your friend. We were so close yet so far away. Funny how I thought of you. A fleeting memory here and there. I hate myself now....I hate the fact...
Posted by on Mon, 24 Mar 2008 07:32:00 GMT

I love men with tattoos!

OK, so I wrote a blog the other day in the midst of my despair and it was actually a pretty shitty thing to write! I can’t explain what I was feeling all I know is the doctor told me that I have...
Posted by on Tue, 18 Mar 2008 17:20:00 GMT

This bad bad mood!

I have been in the most foul of moods latley! I can’t explain if it is the weather or the irritation I feel towards people! I feel like I just want to be left alone. I do NOT want to talk to any...
Posted by on Sun, 16 Mar 2008 14:11:00 GMT

Corporate Punk

Fast paced change has been the M.O. of the past few decades. As the internet expands and practically consumes media markets, those who once were the undercurrent have become the drivers. The MTV gener...
Posted by on Tue, 22 Jan 2008 16:50:00 GMT

Rocks and Sox!!!!!

          The Sox are goin all the way......AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!                   &...
Posted by on Mon, 22 Oct 2007 08:22:00 GMT

The Cancer

My dear friend it will be ok. Love will hold you safe in its arms. Your sickness disolves with every tear that is shed. My heart aches, I want you to know how much I have grown to care for you. I just...
Posted by on Fri, 07 Sep 2007 16:58:00 GMT

Happy Blog!

Ok so here is a happy thought! I kinda feel happy today! for the 1st time in a while! WOW shocked?
Posted by on Fri, 24 Aug 2007 16:01:00 GMT

I just realized how numb I have been......

I am not sure what happened to me today, but I have heard that Blink song a million times and it's as if I was just now crushed! I have been so numb and cold for well over a year. Why now? Why did tha...
Posted by on Tue, 26 Jun 2007 18:11:00 GMT