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CJ and surrogacy

I've been looking into surrogacy for a while now. I was thinking about it even before I gave birth to Lilliana. Weird, right? I figured, hey, I love being pregnant, what's wrong with renting my body o...
Posted by on Tue, 06 Nov 2007 13:26:00 GMT

So, I’ve come to a conclusion..

So, today I came to a conclusion. Friends aren't shit. I have a handful of female friends (Gina, Amanda H, Amanda H, Nicole, etc.) that I consider family. Those that I don't that are my 'friends' aren...
Posted by on Tue, 02 Oct 2007 16:37:00 GMT

A few words

Honestly, I've been thinking all night. Something happened last night (that I'm not discussing), but I realized how lucky I am. I have an amazing boyfriend. He truly is the best, be jealous ;).. No, b...
Posted by on Thu, 13 Sep 2007 04:50:00 GMT

lily is here ?

so tuesday we went in for a scheduled c-section because 1- i was 41wks, and 2- she was breech. so about 15 mins before the c-section the dr comes in and does an ultrasound, little baby had turned back...
Posted by on Fri, 31 Aug 2007 23:00:00 GMT

40wks and nada

Okay, cause I said I would post an update.   No cervical changes WHATSOEVER. Dr said I'm lookin at an 80% chance of going into labor this week.. but I doubt it. I think me and PJ are really looki...
Posted by on Mon, 20 Aug 2007 19:43:00 GMT

My labor and delivery trip- tears and venting

I'm severely upset. Everytime the baby makes a *big* movement (and I'm talking the stretching out my sides, rolling over type movements).. I'm in tears. This is not normal. It never happened with Aaka...
Posted by on Thu, 16 Aug 2007 11:22:00 GMT

Can I have her this week? (letter to my baby, and a rant)

Dear baby girl; Mommy loves you dearly. But Mommy is at the point where if she COULD reach up there and pull you out by your leg, she would. Your little tiny feet feel gigantic, pressing up against my...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Jul 2007 07:40:00 GMT

Update :)

So.. first of all let's talk about the Wildwood Weekend. I had so much fun.. I got to my grandmothers and saw some girl I didn't know.. assumed it was my cousin's friend, and turns out it's a differen...
Posted by on Tue, 03 Jul 2007 10:24:00 GMT

Baby's due in 11 wks- to do lists. *nesting* -for me-

Okay, so I need to keep track of everything, more for me than anything. I have my hardcopy lists, but honestly I want to get the stuff done, so maybe if I have it on here it will be 'on my ass'. &nbs...
Posted by on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 10:26:00 GMT

dear non pregnant person..

Dear Non-Pregnant Person,    I hope you find these guidelines helpful in your interactions with pregnant women as failing to follow them may result in serious physical harm.  If yo...
Posted by on Sun, 03 Jun 2007 13:53:00 GMT