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NORDISK BLOD,ÆTT OG STOLTHET. I am winter, I am death!In the end of april, Nordens Dødsengel will visit tromsø.. This will be fun :)Welcome...Velkommen.. Jeg heter, Ich hei(the double s)sse,me llamo Siv. Like in norse myth, Tors wife (maybe I should find me a guy with that name). I'm from the northern norway,the city Tromsø. I'm born in tromsø, have always lived in the district, and that's where I one day will die! I'm a calm person,though I can be a hell if I got a reason. But I usually don't get very mad,as I said..Usually very calm. I don't use any kind of drugs, I'm not even going to the doctor usually..I don't need medication for small things,my body and the nature heal it.Patience. I don't smoke anymore.. soon two years ago. I usually don't drink any alcohol.. but I can drink some beer from time to time, but not so much that I get drunk and lose control. I'm love animals.. I have had two cats, they were lovely. My last cat was named Sarkus.(there's a picture of him on my gallery), he was 6 years old the month he died.September 2006. He was a very kind cat,funny,cosy,smart and very beautiful. He used to sleep right beside me in the bed. Usually on my pillow or in my arm.We were like twins, and I loved him more than I've loved any of my boyfriends. When he died I was very depressed. And I couldn't believe that he had died just some days after I went to town. They said he was searching for me.. And I got a bad feeling about that. Now I got two rats, named Diablo and Frøydis. I'm gonna sell them, because I don't want them anymore..They're meen small creatures, and not cosy. So when I got time, I'm gonna buy me a Siberian Huskey. Always wanted a dog like that... I don't got a boyfriend..My last boyfriend broke up with me 7.November 2006, after almost a half year with me. He couldn't stand the thought of moving all the way from kristiansand till tromsø..but I'm sure he's fucking christian family was one of the problems. Well, what the hell.. No man shall ever break me! well,of course it's a bit pity, because we had really great plans together... But now I'll have to face the cold and dark winter alone with myself..Can be great. The lonelyness is a friend! I like to be alone thinking about things like philosofy, because it really helps if you just understand it. And since I never had so many friends in my village when I was a little girl, I was around doing nothing,playing with myself, so I know what solitude is..Sometimes you wish it wasn't soo..but after a while you'll understand that this makes you smart. You even got time to think.. I don't have any in my whole family which dress in black and listen to black metal... My cus DID, but I don't know her that well, and I was just a kid back then,buy my other cus got a daughter..but she just listen to HIM and Green day while she's dressing like a punk.. So it's just me in the whole family.. No other. I'm a mental strong person, but when I was 13 years old, my mum sent me to a..uhm..psykolog..becsuse she was scared and thought I were becoming a satanist or something. It was like being stabben in the back. After a year, I were done there, because there were nothing to talk about, they didn't find any dangerous thing, and I was just a normal girl..At the same time I did get my first black metal friend, Daniel..Who played in a black metal band back then.. I was just 13, but he gave me a chance. He did show me new bands,and did borrow me a lot of cd's so I could have a start... And I'm forever grateful Daniel. I'm sure, that if it wasn't for you, I would have listen to crap bands and Nu metal these days...Such a great guy :) It's very funny to think about it. Black metal isn't just music.As we all know it's art.. But when you listen to it closely, and consentrate, it becomes a part of you, and you FEEL the music.. Today it would be very strange for me living without this music, because it's a part of your soul. When I was 13 I didn't understand why people didn't like us younger people listening to black metal, but soon I did.. Wannabes. Well, today I'm like them. I don't want people to listen to this is they don't wanna feel the music. Daniel gave me a great chance... I had nothing to say, I didn't know any black metal bands, but he made me a part of it. I will say that black metal is a white thing. I'm not a racist, but I don't want thousands of black people to listen to it, either hip hop people..NONE.. It's like as if white people begin to be like a negro..well, they already does... I think it's wrong. Each land/race shall have they're own traditions, music and culture. I've never asked america to come into our mother north and make us follow their traditions. If this remain. No land will have a personality! well, enough of that...I'M FROM THE NORTHERN NORWAY,THIS IS WERE I WAS BORN, THIS IS WHERE I LIVE, AND THIS IS WHERE MY LIFE WILL FADE AWAY. THIS IS MY HOME,MY LIFE,MY NORTH.