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Layout by CoolChaser Right now I am at the stage of my life where I am freaking out about my age. I am 28 now and I have not accomplished any of my goals that I set for myself back in high school. Like any mother, I got caught up in taking care of my family that I never found any time for myself. I think about how I used to be back in high school and I am not happy with what I remember. I used to be really mean and bad back in high school and I would like to apologize to everyone out there, I was immature and wrong if I have ever hurt you or your feelings. I have came to know God and I have a different perspective on things. I have gone through some real tough times and the only thing that helped me out was God,He carried me through all of it and here I am. I am still human and no where near perfect, but I am trying to walk in his path. I can tell that if your reading this you probably think I'm crazy and you will either delete me or never talk to me but u know what, it doesn't matter. That's the way it is, someone says they love God and they're labeled as a freak and people run away from them as if they were a plague but if I were to be the same sinner who didn't care about my life, I would attract more "friends", that's just the way it is, sadly. If you want to talk to me, I am not going to scare you off by preaching to you for every little thing. If God IS something you want to talk about, I'm game. IF you don't and just want to talk about something else, it's cool. but I will NOT deny Him and my love for Him. I have been blessed with 2 wonderful boys and a very good husband. We've been together since high school and it hasn't always been sunshine and rainbows but because God listens to our prayers, we have made it through every time and we are still so much in love now than we were back in high school. I will still happily spend the rest of my life with Zeke, for better or worse, till death do us part..