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~flutterbyeblue~

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About Me

I am ever changing. I am a very real person. I am upfront and honest. I am funny as hell. I can find humor in just about anything. I like hanging out with real people, who can hold up their end of the conversation. I fully believe in the power of true female friendships. I am extremely grateful to the women in my life who have guided me in both good ways and bad. I have learned from each and every one of them.I am constantly seeking growth as a person and trying to see things from other's perspectives. I am enjoying my evolution through life. It is my intention to surround myself with equally open minded and sincere people. I love MUSIC, especially live music. Music is a huge part of who and why I am. I listen to everything from bluegrass to motown. I am a single mom of two boys. My children are my world. I work my ass off to make sure they don't know how difficult my life is while keeping their lives fulfilled and fun. So on the days that i don't have them with me, i attempt home improvement by day and hang out with friends and enjoy cocktails by night!pamzlyts layouts
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My Blog

treading water

i am standing in the rain again.  full armor in place.  yet, i stand here mocking the rain.  almost certain i  will get soaked. i am tempting the elements.  a sly gl...
Posted by ~flutterbyeblue~ on Mon, 19 May 2008 03:21:00 PST

is there no end?

unending disappointment envelops my existence my faith has grown weak too weary to budge unable to remain i stumble forward to the next disaster  ...
Posted by ~flutterbyeblue~ on Thu, 01 May 2008 08:47:00 PST

destiny

here i sit i awe of how life is falling into place finally so full of hope for my future God has placed people and paths in front me All I had to do was make up my mind to refuse to let li...
Posted by ~flutterbyeblue~ on Tue, 04 Mar 2008 06:46:00 PST

a vision of clarity


Posted by ~flutterbyeblue~ on Sun, 18 Feb 2007 01:43:00 PST

surrender

Oh LORD!  Have I learned this time?  Has my lesson finally made it's way through the myriad of folds within my heart and mind?  Have I been strengthened in my convictions by humility?&n...
Posted by ~flutterbyeblue~ on Mon, 12 Feb 2007 10:28:00 PST

My Awakening!

The Awakening A time comes in your life when you finally get it . . . When in the midst of all your fears and insanity you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere, the voice inside your head cries out ...
Posted by ~flutterbyeblue~ on Sun, 21 Jan 2007 03:15:00 PST

poor pitiful me

So I sit here on a Saturday morning with not much at all to do.  My kids are at their grandmother's for a month and I don't have to work.  But to be truthful, I wish I was at work, or anywhe...
Posted by ~flutterbyeblue~ on Sat, 10 Jun 2006 08:44:00 PST

Who I am!

I am a gentle being, changed by time and experiences, both good and bad, and have arrived at my inner Sanctuary. I have been searching, maybe for something that does not even exist. So I have stop...
Posted by ~flutterbyeblue~ on Wed, 08 Mar 2006 05:48:00 PST

Wishful Thinking!

  The Invitation It doesnt interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for and if you dare to dream of meeting your hearts longing. It doesnt interest me how old you ar...
Posted by ~flutterbyeblue~ on Fri, 20 Jan 2006 07:45:00 PST

For my Brother. Thank you, you are a star!

For many years Ben Stein has written a biweekly column called "Monday Night At Morton's." (Morton's is a famous chain of Steakhouses known to be frequented by movie stars and famous people from around...
Posted by ~flutterbyeblue~ on Wed, 30 Nov 2005 11:30:00 PST