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I... I confuse myself all the time… I laugh when im sad.. I shine my teeth when im fighting loneliness … I stay grounded when shit hits the fan… I dance under streetlights and jump in the ocean after a drunken night!! I play fight with boys … I clash with most girls… Im the biggest nerd in the world… I hate pulling all-nighters but I love staying up late…I consider my friends, my family... I hate fighting but I can throw a punch…Im a social butterfly but I like to be alone... If I love you.. youll know it... If I hate you.. youll feel it... I dance with my dog... I want revenge but I strive for peace... I can hold my liquor but I get alcohol poisoning... I drink alcohol but I dont like hard liquor... I wish I was a tree hugger.. but I want to make money... Im told im unpredictable.. but I plan my future... I workout.. but I dont run... I love to swim.. but I hate cold water... I dont have a favorite color, number, fragrance, food, drink, style, music, club, bar or book but I know myself very well... Im drunk most of the weekends but I stay productive... I LOVE my life…but I wish some people werent in it... I question life and its true meaning... I luv to love not to hate... I dont do drugs but I smoke lots of herbs... : ) I dont want to die unhappy... I want to fine true love someday.. but just not today...tiMeS chaNge...bUt peOplE dOnT chaNgE...i lOvE tHe siCK liFEstYlE!!! mY bOys
I LOVE: my baby scooter, traveling, tennis, philosophical ethical theories, surfing/boogie, sunrise and sunsets, tanning, staying true to myself, advising others not to litter, taking pictures of anything thats beautiful and worth remembering, lusting feelings, romance, red and white wine, beer, my spirituality, reading, every color of the rainbow, laughing, dancing, hangout with friends because their fucking rock stars, giving hugs, cursing, coffee,smoking, my major(international business with a minor in philosophy & minor in photography ), embracing life to the fullest, monkeys, embracing different cultures and languages, doing charity work, being creative, watching sports, being barefoot, Sk8ing, 99cent taco from jack in the box yummy, watching TV, animal planet, history channel, anything that blows my mind, pondering, talking, music, learning, live music and boxing I don’t LOVE: hitting people in the face… but I would punch a bitch so watch yourself, mean fuckers, negative energy, dog haters, people that are close-minded, hypocrites, liars, cheaters, people that don’t appreciate life…"...it is unwise tO trust completely thOse whO have decEived us even Once...." -Decarte *First MeditationI N S P I R A T I O N

~P O N D E R~ "aNd He eNds By becOmiNg a hAteR Of PhilOsOphY, UnCiViliZed, nEveR uSinG tHe wEapOn Of pErsUaSiOn,- hE iS liKe A WilD bEaSt, aLl viOleNce aNd fieRceNeSS, aNd kNoWs nO OtHer wAy Of deAliNg; aNd hE liVes iN aLL iGnOraNce aNd eViL cOnditiOns, aNd hAs nO sEnsE Of prOpriEtY aNd gRaCe." -Socratesim gonna miss my lil scootie pooo FUCK!!! ..