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About Me

I'm a fighter, I'm a survivor, I'm a bitch. I've been through hell, and come out on the other side stronger than I was to begin with. I've lived through child abuse, childhood sexual abuse, incest, rape, verbal abuse, emotional abuse, financial abuse, just about any type of abuse a person can live through. And I am still being abused, I KNOW I am still being abused, but because my abuser is who they are (I'm not naming names or relationships), and are as ill as they are, I feel guilty for even thinking about trying to get away from it until they are in a better place.I'm a mother, and am trying to shelter my children from the abuse I take as best I can (my abuser does NOT abuse my children, thank the Goddess).

I am a wife. My husband stands beside me and helps me stand strong as best he can.

I am also a proud Pagan woman.

My Interests

Whatever catches my eye and piques my interest today.

I'd like to meet:

Someone who can put up with me and not run screaming. Someone who can be my friend, and not try to solve my problems for me, or tell me how to live my life, and not get pissed at me because I don't do what they tell me to how or when they tell me to. I know the mistakes I'm making. I know what I'm doing, and I know all too well what the consequenses are going to be.

Music:

just about anything

Movies:

Lots

Television:

not a lot

Books:

Most anything that is readable

Heroes:

Our military men and women, and my chosen family who have been able to put up with me for so long. And most of all, my beloved husband.

My Blog

FAQ about CSA

What Is Child Sexual Abuse? Child sexual abuse is sexual activity with a child by an adult, an adolescent, or an older child. When any adult engages in ...
Posted by Black Rose on Sat, 15 Sep 2007 01:02:00 PST

Sad poem

Walking in my nighty; rubbing my eyesMy fathers sitting on the sofa with his friendHe pats the seat in the middle; i sitShivering so cold; a quilt he lends"Jessy you love me don't you" a smile; hisThe...
Posted by Black Rose on Sat, 15 Sep 2007 12:04:00 PST

How to react when your child tells you they’re being abused

Responding To Child Sexual Abuse No. 28; Updated July 2004 When a child tells an adult that he or she has been sexually abused, the adult may feel uncomfortable and may ...
Posted by Black Rose on Sat, 15 Sep 2007 12:58:00 PST

Signs of Abuse

For Parents: Physical Indicators gastrointestinal disturbance difficulty in walking or sitting torn, stained, or bloody underclothing pain or itching in genital areas unexplained bruises, lace...
Posted by Black Rose on Sat, 15 Sep 2007 12:53:00 PST

Signs of sexual abuse in children

From personal experience, a child may not show many of these symptoms. I showed maybe two?These come from the site www.protectkids.com ..>Signs of Sexual Abuse --> --> ...
Posted by Black Rose on Sat, 15 Sep 2007 12:18:00 PST

7 steps

What is child sexual abuse? Any sexual act between an adult and a minor or between two minors when one exerts power over the other. Forcing, coercing or persuading a child to engage in any type of sex...
Posted by Black Rose on Sat, 15 Sep 2007 12:37:00 PST

Adults’ responsibility in preventing Child Sexual Abuse

More from www.darkness2light.orgAdults' Responsibility in the Prevention of Child Sexual Abuse Child sexual abuse: the hidden epidemic Child sexual abuse is a hidden but signi...
Posted by Black Rose on Sat, 15 Sep 2007 12:23:00 PST

Statistics on child sexual abuse

These statistics were taken from www.darkness2light.org..> Below are statistics surrounding the issue of child sexual abuse. In presenting the statistics, the pages are organized by Prevalence and Con...
Posted by Black Rose on Sat, 15 Sep 2007 12:10:00 PST

48 I DID IT!!!!!

I DID IT!! I made it the full 24hrs! I'm so proud of myself. Now, iffn ya'll don't mind, I'm going to bed, and going to pass out for a while! I did it, I did it! YAY!
Posted by Black Rose on Mon, 30 Jul 2007 09:06:00 PST

Oh, no! I just realized I missed an entry!

It happened when my ex called. I was talking to him, and lost track of an entry. I feel so bad! So I'm writing an extra entry.I guess I can put the pic of me that I did as an extra e...
Posted by Black Rose on Mon, 30 Jul 2007 08:49:00 PST