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So Perfect by MYMP - Jeanne
.:01/27/09:. UPDATES: I changed my background again. I am working on a website and I am just taking a break from that and thought I would change my background here in Myspace. The pic is me with my cousin JG. I miss her so much. She has grown up so much when I came to visit Cebu. I still reminisce how she would wake me up really early in the morning while I was still in Cebu and she would ask for a tic-tac candy and Yakult. I miss her...I miss everyone back home.
Halu! My name is Jeanne... Pronunciation: žan, /ʒan/, /Zan/ ..
Please don't pronounce my name as Jeen or Jeenie...nah uh...lol..I am just tired of people mispronouncing my name...lol..but it is cool. I am not expecting everyone to get it. At least some of friends do say it right. I would like to have my name pronounced right at the very least.
I am pinay, particularly a "Cebuana" and proud to be one.
I am silly and crazy(in a good way) that is why I am branded as "pahang" by my family. I can say that I am very friendly and easy to talk with. People who doesn't know me would probably say I am a snob but I totally think that it is just the opposite of what I am. I am a shy person so it is probably the reason why I don't talk a lot around new people that I meet. When it comes to people that matters to me like my friends and family, I would go a thousand miles for them. I would do everything I can for them. I am very loyal and when I say you are my friend or you are something in my life I made that decision and I would stand by it. I would fight for you in my life.
~*LETTING GO*~
To let go doesn't mean to stop caring; It means I can't do it for someone else. To let go is not to cut myself off... It's the realization that I can't control another... To let go is not to enable, but to allow learning from natural consequences. To let go is to admit powerlessness, which means the outcome is not in my hands. To let go is not to try and change or blame another, I can only change myself. To let go is not to care for, but to care about. To let go is not to fix, but to be supportive. To let go is not to judge, but to allow another to be a human being. To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes, but to allow others to affect their own outcomes. To let go is not to be protective, It is to permit another to face reality. To let go is not to deny, but to accept. To let go is not to nag, scold, or argue, but to search out my own shortcomings and correct them. To let go is not to adjust everything to my desires, but to take each day as it comes and cherish the moment. To let go is not to criticize and regulate anyone, but to try to become what I dream I can be. To let go is not to regret the past, but to grow and live for the future. To let go is to fear less and love more.
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If I had one chance to live my life again. I wouldn't make no changes now or way back then. And if everything turns out the way I hope it goes. But I can't wait to find out what it is that I know. I don't wanna think about what's gonna come around for me I'll just take it day by day. 'Cause it's the only way to be the best that I can be.
I never pretend to be something I'm not. You get what you see when you see what I got. We live in the real world, I'm just a real girl. I know exactly where I stand.
And all I could do is be true to myself. I don't need permission from nobody else. Nothing's ever perfect. There's no guarantee. And if I knew the answers it would put my mind at ease.
So I'll just keep on going the way I've gone so far. And maybe I'll end up trying to catch a falling star
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