Sami

..My names sami, im 21 years old. Yes, i have a beautiful baby girl named elsie-mai. She was born on 23rd may 2007 at 7.48am, weighing 7lb 14oz.
I live, An amazing life!!!
I love my sweetie girl, and i would do anything to make sure she is happy, that is my main worry. Doesnt matter what anyone else thinks.
"She's giving boys what they want, tries to act so nonchalant,
Afraid they'll see that she's lost her direction.
She never stays the same for long,
Assuming that she'll get it wrong.
Perfect only in her imperfection.
She's not a drama queen,
She doesn't want to feel this way, only twentyone but tired"
I've recently been diagnosed with BPD, I think i can start living my life now.
I LOVE my friends... Their my life.
"Hurt her, i'll hurt you" ... It still stands.
My bestest best friend in the world, who means more to me than anything you could think of, Samuel =] Father to my beautiful girl. Thankyou for giving me the sweetest gift in the world, our beautiful daughter, and a happiness i didnt think i could feel =] x
What else could i possibly want?!
Oh... I best give that cow a mention... =P I recently had a bit of a think session, and decided i had some confronting to do, and some problems that needed fixing. One of those problems, was me and gemma... Well... Im glad i bucked up the courage to contact her. It could have ended up with me getting a smack. But nope, we sat, we talked and we got everything out in the open. Things are going well. And im glad to have regained such a friend that i always needed.James Cattermole, my best friend for years, since college! He's been there for me through everything, i know im not an amazing person to him sometimes, but i do try! He does more for me than any friend should. Christ he helped me move to northampton! What sane friend would do that! =P Love you james... EVEN THOUGH YOU PROMISE ME YOU@LL COME OUT LOADS AND THEN NEVER DO! YOU BIG FUCKING STITCH UP! =] x