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Goldi

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About Me

Dream Within A Dream Take this kiss upon the brow! And, in parting from you now, Thus much let me avow- You are not wrong, who deem That my days have been a dream; Yet if hope has flown away In a night, or in a day, In a vision, or in none, Is it therefore the less gone? All that we see or seem Is but a dream within a dream.I stand amid the roar Of a surf-tormented shore, And I hold within my hand Grains of the golden sand- How few! yet how they creep Through my fingers to the deep, While I weep- while I weep! O God! can I not grasp Them with a tighter clasp? O God! can I not save One from the pitiless wave? Is all that we see or seem But a dream within a dream?

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I don't understand, I don't know why, Why you did this to me, Why you wanted to I can't understand, Cuz it hurts like hell, To think you felt so terrible, And couldn't even tell.I won't understand, It was just so wrong, You didn't have to leave me, As though you don't belong.Now I feel so empty, And everywhere I turn, There's always something missing, For you I always yearn.And it hurts me very much That you didn't say goodbye, Just left one day without me, Left me here to cry.I don't understand Why you felt things were that bad, That you just gave up everything You ever knew or had.I'm sorry I didn't know, I'm sorry I wasn't there, Now I'm here all alone, You left, it's just not fair.I can't understand, How could you die When I need you so much? In return, you make me cry.I won't understand Why you took your life away, I'll never make it without you, It will never be okay...Dedicated to someone very special, I miss you...
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I don't want to look into your eyes, You’ll just deceive me with your lies.I don't want to let you into my heart, You’ll just tear it all apart.I don't want to look at you and smile, You’ll just make me cry after a while.I don't want to say, "I love you," You’ll just laugh and call me a fool.I don't want to give you any part of me, Please just leave... and let me be

Music:

I thank God he sent you to me, For you and I were meant to be. We have a bond too strong to break, We have a love no one can take.In you, I have found a love so true, My heart is filled with love for you. Every time I see you, my heart skips a beat, You make my life whole, you make my life complete.My love for you grows more with each passing day, The thought of your gorgeous face takes my breath away: Those brown eyes fill my soul with happiness, Those luscious lips I love to kiss.The day when I become your wife, Will be the happiest day of my life. Even thinking of that day makes me smile, I can't wait 'till I walk down that aisle.I dream of that day when we'll both say, "I do" For always and forever... I will love you.

Movies:

We have always been inseparable, Well at least since the age of two, Best friends we stood side by side, It was always me and you.We always told each other secrets, There wasn’t anything we kept from each other, I loved you more than anything, You were like my brother.From kindergarten to 4th grade, You got teased for hanging out with a girl, Still you never left me alone, You put me before the world.Then I fell in love, With some guy in my 7th grade class, And when he broke my heart, You were there to kick his a$$.You were always there for me, Through the thick and thin, Always you were there, Being my best friend.No matter what happened to us, Or came in our way, You never left me all alone, You were there to stay.You threw me the biggest party, On my sweet sixteen, Everyone from school was there, But you I hadn’t seen.As I went to open my presents, I opened your card first, It said the you loved me more than a friend, And my tears soon began to burst.Then out from the corner of the room, You began to walk my way, Tears came streaming down my face, I began to runaway.I locked myself in my room, And cried tears to form a sea, And soon I realized we were more than friends, That we were meant to be.I came out of my room, To find you standing there, I looked into your eyes, And realized you really cared.So soon you became my boyfriend, And we kissed for moments to last, And forgot all about just being friends, Like we were in the past.Then on my 21st birthday, You took me for surprise, As you went down on your knees, And I looked right in your eyes.You took my hand so firmly, As you were about to change your life, You took a ring from in your pocket, And said, “Will you be my wife?”I was so shocked my mind went blank, I didn’t know what to say, As I softly spoke words so true, Tears came as I said, “Okay”You looked at me and said, “I have another present waiting for you.” You opened the curtains only to see, A BMW painted blue.We both jumped in, My brand new car, And we took off for a ride, Though we didn’t go far.Another car started swerving, And right in a flash, That car and I, Had suddenly crashed.It was a drunk driver, Who took my soon to be husbands life, And left me here all alone, His soon to be wife.If it wasn’t for them, He’d still be alive, Just shows to what happens, When you drink and drive.

Television:

It was my secret: my heart's surprise but, I can't control it when I look into your eyes. I don't understand how this can be... these feelings aren't supposed to happen to me.I'm falling too hard, too fast I guess I didn't learn from my past. It happened before, I'm not supposed to love anymore.But when I'm with you... time stands still and it seems like no one else is around. My heart is screaming your name with every beat, every pound.Once again my heart is controlling my brain, and when I'm not with you I go insane. It all seems too good to be true, but I don't care- I'm falling for you.

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Books:

I loved hearing your voice, I loved feeling your skin. I loved holding you close to me, I cried when it came to an end.If God made love, and made it true. Then why does he allow heartbreak, and make us feel blue.I see you everyday, with your beautiful face. I try to smile and play it off, but I die standing their in my place.I remember when I held you close, so close I could feel you breathing. But now I cant hold you close, and my heart is torn out, bleeding.My life is nothing, nothing without you. All of our memories, is all I hold onto.

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Heroes:

Death be not proud, though some have called thee Mighty and dreadfull, for, thou art not soe, For, those, whom thou think'st, thou dost overthrow, Die not, poore death, nor yet canst thou kill mee; From rest and sleepe, which but thy pictures bee, Much pleasure, then from thee, much more must flow, And soonest our best men with thee doe goe, Rest of their bones, and soules deliverie. Thou'art slave to Fate, chance, kings, and desperate men, And dost with poyson, warre, and sicknesse dwell, And poppie,' or charmes can make us sleepe as well, And better then they stroake; why swell'st thou then? One short sleepe past, wee wake eternally, And death shall be no more, Death thou shalt die.

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Tumse mila main kal to,

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Posted by Goldi on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 09:10:00 PST

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I loved hearing your voice,

I loved hearing your voice, I loved feeling your skin. I loved holding you close to me, I cried when it came to an end. If God made love, and made it true. Then ...
Posted by Goldi on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 08:36:00 PST

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