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About Me

My name is Deanna. I live in a small town where everybody THINKS that they know everything about you & likes to spread rumors. They feed off of drama. I'm a quiet and shy person and I stay to myself. Im sarcastic and a smart ass. I am a flirt & sometimes people take it the wrong way but oh well, its just flirting, I dont go beyond that. I can be a bitch if provoked. I do have a tendancy of holding stuff in so at times I do snap. I do hold grudges sometimes but it dont last long. I try to give everyone the benefit of the doubt.I got married in August of 2004. My marriage has pretty much been a living hell. BUT..not every relationship is perfect & we do love each other..we are just having alot of rough times. It could bring us closer together & make our love for each other stronger or it could break us apart. Shortly after our baby girl died I tried to kill myself, my husband went to jail for 2 months, I was depressed & it resulted in me drinking alot & I just didnt care about anything anymore so I just did whatever to keep my mind off of things. Ive even acted single and made it look like I was cheating on my husband when I wasnt & I have lost friends because of how I was. I have hurt people and am truly sorry for it. I am not proud of what I was becoming. Now, I am trying to change for the better & I hope that some people can find it in ther hearts to forgive me for my actions in the past, if not, then I guess they want to keep living in the past & arent worth having in my life. The past is gone, I am living in the present and looking forward to the future.

My Interests

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Make photo slide shows at onetruemedia.com

I'd like to meet:

On April 5th 2006, my daughter, Naomi Renae Halan, was stillborn. Cause of death was Turners Syndrome. I miss my baby alot & wish she was here. This section of my page is for her.
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Make video montages at onetruemedia.com

Music:

Movies:

Grease, Boy In The Plastic Bubble, The Holliday, In Her Shoes, Licence To Wed, All Pirates of The Caribean, All Rush Hour, All Halloween, Titanic, The Green Mile, A Knights Tale, My Girl 1 & 2, Cars, The War, The Cure, Queen Of The Damned, The Shining, The Haunting, Poison Ivy, and a bunch of others..I could go on and on so im gona stop here

Television:

Mostly reality shows, 48 hours, Intervention, Ghost Hunters, Paranormal State, Animal Precinct, Maury, CSI, Cold Case, Reba, Cheaters, Real World, Celebrity Rehab w/ Dr Drew, That 70's Show, Dawson's Creek, Deggrassi, South of Nowhere, Thats So Raven ..

Books:

Someone Has to Die Tonight by Jim Greenhill, Most of Steven King, Some Agatha Christie,

Heroes:

Whoever can help me get out of a bad situation, Or atleast help me make the bad situation a good one....I cant do it alone....Ive tried...im real close to giving up..on him, on me..on life itself

My Blog

Just because.......

Just because I am hanging out with a guy does not mean that i am sleeping with him. I get along with guys better than i do females...Im a tom boy....so yeah...Im gona have more guy friends than female...
Posted by ~Deanna~ on Fri, 25 Apr 2008 04:03:00 PST

my hair

So...Iwashed my hair today..and as i was brushing it i decided i wanted to cut it...so...i did. I didnt cut much off...like maybe 2 inches. I didnt mess it up and its still long. but my hea...
Posted by ~Deanna~ on Sun, 20 Apr 2008 05:34:00 PST

so, its like this....

here is a big FUCK YOU to the people that dont like me to the people that have used meto the people that have taken advantage of meto the people who have treated me like shitto the people who tal...
Posted by ~Deanna~ on Wed, 13 Feb 2008 06:10:00 PST

!!!!!!!!!

Ok, so my husband has been talkin to this chic on the phone. I dont care really because he can have friends. BUT, they are calling each other baby and shit and he's got her talking shit about me sayin...
Posted by ~Deanna~ on Mon, 11 Feb 2008 08:32:00 PST

Feb. 5th

I havent been sleeping much. I had to be at the voc rehab at 8:30 yesterday morning so i tried to go to bed early...well..it didnt happen. I just layed there all night, when it got 4am i was like fuck...
Posted by ~Deanna~ on Wed, 06 Feb 2008 05:08:00 PST

February 2, 2008

I was really feeling like crap yesterday. I quit taking my medicine....well...i been taking it like every other day for the past month. It makes me shake in my sleep so i was gona quit taking it compl...
Posted by ~Deanna~ on Sun, 03 Feb 2008 04:54:00 PST

Heath Ledger

It is sad for what happened with Heath Ledger. He was a very good looking man and a great actor. I had seen on one of the news channels about how people were gona picket his funeral and making ru...
Posted by ~Deanna~ on Fri, 25 Jan 2008 05:46:00 PST

Animal Shelter

What i think about what has been going on with that animal shelter is sad. I do not understand how people can let animals live in that condition and also be working ther and seeing that there were som...
Posted by ~Deanna~ on Fri, 25 Jan 2008 05:32:00 PST

Jan. 24, 2008

Im not gona be able to make it to my grandmas funeral but my dad said that it was ok but i did order a floral arrangement to be sent up there. Im gona try to go up there in a couple weeks. I...
Posted by ~Deanna~ on Fri, 25 Jan 2008 05:15:00 PST

Jan. 22, 2008

Well, for the past few days i been having a weird feeling. Today it was even more on me but i was keeping myself occupied with painting, then going with my husband to the doctor about his knee (in whi...
Posted by ~Deanna~ on Wed, 23 Jan 2008 10:03:00 PST