first. my friends. i have few. but they mean the world to me. i have one amazing best friend. she keeps me going, & i love her with my whole heart. i have reason to be the way that i am. and you most likely will never know those reasons. i'm the strongest i've ever been before, & i will no longer tolerate bullshit from anyone. anti-bullshit, pro-fun. i've given up on love, & it has given up on me. i make & break my own rules when & where i want. i'm a handful. i lovee all different kinds of music. i don't discriminate :] i'm always up for a challenge. i'm very ambitious. i try to work hard, but play harder.i just recently moved to leeds from leamington. & it's quiet possibly been the best thing for me so far. i don't really know my way around here, & haven't really met any friends yet. although i loved leamington, i hated the people. i'm much stronger than what i may appear. only the impossible fits into the heads of those that are incapable.i'm obsessed with the film party monster and also im pretty infatuated with macalay culkin haha. i want to go to thailand, hopefully before i start uni, possibly when i finish. i will not be a barbie doll. if you don't like the way i look, look elsewhere. i'm guarded. the result of too many bad experiences. deal with it. i'm nowhere near perfect. i fuck up, & make mistakes, but i'm learning new parts of me as every day passes & i love where my life is headed. optimism lacks reality, pessimism lacks hope. realism is my weapon of choice. seduce my mind, and you can have my body. .. find my soul, and I’m yours forever. little sentimental things make me smile :] i'd die without music. i'm lazy as hell. you can always tell what kind of mood i'm in by what music i'm listening to. i love to sleep.my favorite things to wear are hoodies & jeans my patience wears thin quickly. i'm impatient as all hell. i have an extremely bad temper if you piss me off. i'm working on it. people mistake my shyness wen i first meet people for bitchiness. that's just me though. i love haribo :] doing new things & being spontaneous makes me very happy. i get bored very easily. i wear my heart on my sleeve. although i wish i didnt. i hate being vulnerable. & feeling as though i'm being judged. i get frustrated very easily. i'm competitive in every aspect of my life. sometimes it isn't such a good thing. . i'm not lady like, at all. reading helps me escape. especially if i can relate to the book in some way. my heart is in music. i cannot stand hypocrites. double standards piss me off. i happen to like the way i look. if you don't, too bad. there is more to life than looks & beauty. i cannot stand cocky men or women. & yes, there is a difference between confidence & being cocky. i love the fact that i look nothing like the fake bitches i know. and never will. i like to think i'm a fun person :] people that are closed minded frustrate me. i love laughing. & having a grand time. i hold alot in. i've been called cynical. but i'm just a realist. weird things make me happy.i'm eclectic, irresponsible, & extremely spontaneous. i've been told i'm predictable. i refuse to believe it. i refuse to change or censor myself for anyone. it's hard for me to trust someone. but once i do, i do. when i drink tequila it does things to me. thunderstorms make me happy.♥ i love to express myself. in more ways than one. i can only be me. & i love every bit of who i am today.i am a firm believer that normality, is very overrated haha. i love to educate myself. knowledge is a beautiful thing. your true colors will always shine eventually. i love reading people. i believe music, & or lyrics can express everything. i hate knowing that there are things in life & love i cannot control or change. i believe that there are only a few real & decent people left in this world. don't ask me about politics. i dont have a clue. i am an atheist but strongly believe in karma. i have a slight obsession with macaulay culkin. i have a fish phobia.i love music. i can't say that enough. if someone tells me that i cannot do something, i make it my personal goal to prove them otherwise. i'm spiteful, obviously. when i actually go for something, that means i truly want it. i have this belief that anything is possible. .. if you want it enough, you'll make it happen. no matter what it takes. i'm persistent as hell. i can be jealous at times. opinionated yet open minded. if i'm loud & obnoxious around you. it means i'm comfortable. i'm vulgar.when you see me, remind yourself that you don't know me. therefore, don't judge me. i've been called a bitch many times, but who hasn't? judge me & i'll prove you wrong. tell me what to do & i'll do the opposite. say im not worth it & watch where i end up. call me a bitch & i'll show you one. fuck me over & i'll do it to you twice as bad. tattoos are the sexiest form of art. i have 8 of my own, & soon to be more.every girl says they are not like most. so i won't say it. i'll let you be the judge. it kills me to see my best friends hurt, so don't fuck with them. i enjoy being girly, but it's only good in small doses.i'm materialistic sometimes but again who isnt?!?. i love makeup. i couldnt live without my eyeliner. im extremley sarcastic. ask anyone. first impressions are how i'll see you. make a good one. im back in my home city & i already ♥ it.i'm unsure sometimes of what i really want to do with my life.. .. but i'm still young enough for it to be okay. i believe that my imperfections make me beautiful & who i am i relate everything to music. my worst fear is losing those i care about. this doesn't even come close to covering anything about me. & i could be lying about every little detail. so form your own opinion.take me as i am, or not at all. the end.
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