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About Me

I have a secure insecurity so I live all alone but agree to disagree beyond infinityI have a blind eye toward the bad luck I consistantly obtain so I'm a cheerful pessimist that's clearly misunderstoodMy blurry vision has made me a clever fool with a mere college education and some convetional wisdomYes, I am a devilish angel seemingly always drawing a blank on my unseized constant change that leads me to a somewhat dark victoryI've got dry humor that usually leaves expressive silence so it always gives me a jump start on negative growthI've got a common courtesy that most don't so disaster preparedness is built in because I seem to be the least favorite in my local networkI've got a mild interest toward the mildly psychotic few whose random logic gives, much needed, friendly adviceI have this passive aggression about me that proves to be my lesser good to infinity and beyond I live with a minor disasterI search for a withheld contribution in this quiet storm a silent testimony of purely false hopeI know those that are genuinely fake constantly placed in my own hypothetical situations and therefore have an intense disinterest for their indirect communicationAs I sit, idly laborious a great depression washes over me as I sit, going nowhere I know I'm alone in a crowdFrom a close distance I observe certain risk in a deliberate mistake that gives me no dynamic stabilityOnce again I am subject to objective opinion and my only choice has become my lesser evilMy eyes are wide shut and I'm turned inside out partially destroyed and nearly completeThis sound of silence has become my private sunshower a sweet nad sour combination that is my virtual realityI finally realize the relative truth there is a greater evil causing my internal exile and strategic withdrawalMy pronounced silence is by pure speculation I'm perfectly normal but I'm upside downI have controlled enthusiasm that serves as my constant variable and keeps the eloquent silence which is no easy taskI am almost done with this brief speech with enough time for a higher education than thisSo here's a detailed summary of my common sense that may give enquiring minds some direct circumventionI act naturally and am awful nice I am completely unfinished and completely succinct I am a dark star moving at deliberate speed doing nothing I earn a small fortune which is somewhat awesome I am semi-precious but seriously funny I am passively aggressive but strangely familiar my flexible ethics are fairly accurate I feel most times, I only rate second best which is fairly obvious I have real potential but can be a safety hazard I'm also an honest liar but that's the same difference my employment is always here and there mainly because I'm hopelessly optimistic I have complete separation because I am completely destroyed I'm in a love-hate relatioship that is lovingly and constantly new and improved with a little precision thinking my life is a tragic comedy I'm always waiting patiently and thinking out loud I am half-dead, half-dressed, half-empty, half-full, half-naked, half-true, halfway done I have intense apathy for those who believe I'm pure evil I am almost ready for that slow and steady rush of clean air and calm winds I have a unknown identity and specialize in everything I may eventually stand down, but I am always still moving...Get MySpace Layouts from nUCLEArcENTURy .COM OR create your own using MySpace profile editor !!!
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My Interests

My guitar, writing music, writing poetry, taking pictures, shopping, buying lots of clothes that I can't afford; favorite brands include Diesel, 7 for all Mankind, Joe's Jeans, Von Dutch, Lucky Brand Jeans, Citizens of Humanity, Bebe, and Abercrombie and Fitch...Target shopping is awesomeness, gotta love the Louis Vuitton bags and Coach rules every now and then...I carry a buttload of stuff in my purses so the bags have to be pretty big...I love hanging out with my friends...they are the sunshine in my world of darkness so it's always great to be around them...my crew from the YMCA...SWIMMING!!!!!! LOVE IT!!!!! Going to the gym at least three days a week with my baby, that always rocks hard...my three cats *Princess~R.I.P.*, Zorro, Domino, Patches and our new addition Shadow...My LiTtLe BaBiEs (hehe)...reading books on tons of stupid yet important facts are my love...I even keep a book, that I put together for myself, of quotes that can make you feel better in any situation-good or bad...I love the colors red, black, blue, grey, white and green, but light green-no muddy colors allowed-and pink occassionally pops out in my wardrobe because it's a happy color in and of itself...keeping tons of journals and writing in them all when I first buy them...shirts that have funny logos or slogans on them, always funny to read...going on the internet and chatting on aol, I know it's corny, but it's tons of fun...board games are awesomeness, they take the time out of being bored...and, of course, the love of my life...

I'd like to meet:

Life is a bit too short to put a limit on anything so I will say just this...I am a free spirit and am willing to get along with anyone who is, in turn, willing to get along with me...I have been burned too much in my life so far that I find it hard to trust people, but am not afraid to try...I hurt a lot more than I let on so be tender with me...I take things a bit too seriously which completely contradicts my first statement, but is true...I have a habit of lying about things, but have almost kicked the habit...I "love" everyone even if they don't in return I try to give them the benefit of the doubt...You are your own person no matter who you are and no amount of people liking or disliking you will change that unless you, yourself, are willing to do so...I am very much a loner who, if it weren't for my best friend and the love of my life, I would really never go out (lol)...I am a good listener and I keep secrets very well so if you ever need to talk I am here for you...I am always happy, but a part of me is always sad for personal reasons, but the smile still remains...and as someone I know used to say "I heart life"...

Music:

Coldplay, Cold, Dashboard Confessional, Forty Foot Echo, Frou Frou, Fuel Funeral for a Friend, Godsmack, Hoobastank, Linkin Park, Jeff Buckley, Jimmy Eat World, Howie Day, Limp Bizkit, Moby, MODEST MOUSE, Puddle of Mudd, Pink, SADE, Sarah McLachlan, Staind, Switchfoot, Story of the Year, Tantric, Velvet Revolver, Yellowcard, Zero 7, Kelly Clarkson, Aaliyah, Audioslave, Howie Day, Bryan Adams, K7, Nickelback, Nelly Furtado, Outkast, P.O.D, P.J. Harvey, Method Man, Mobb Deep, Wu-Tang Clan (old skool shit), Notorious B.I.G., and the list goes on and on...

Movies:

EARTH GIRLS ARE EASY, FIRESTARTER, A FISH CALLED WANDA, THE ABYSS, ALICE IN WONDERLAND, AMITYVILLE HORROR (and the remake), ARACHNAPHOBIA, BACK TO THE FUTURE TRILOGY, Batman Quadrilogy, Alien Quadrilogy, BEACHES, Blue Crush, THE BREAKFAST CLUB, BUFFY THE VAMPIRE SLAYER (the movie that started the series), Carrie, Rage: Carrie 2, ANYTHING VIN DIESEL, THE DARK CRYSTAL, DIRTY DANCING, Ever After, THE FIFTH ELEMENT, Finding Nemo, Freaky Friday, GHOSTBUSTERS 1&2, THE GOONIES, Harold and Kumar go to White Castle, HOCUS POCUS, Hot Chick, ICE AGE, IDLE HANDS, LABYRINTH, A League of Their Own, LEGEND, LIAR LIAR, LITTLE SHOP OF HORRORS, Little Women, Anything Sandra Bullock, MASTERS OF THE UNIVERSE, MERMAIDS, The Mummy 1&2, MY COUSIN VINNY, THE NEVERENDING STORY, OFFICE SPACE, POETIC JUSTICE, POLTERGEIST TRILOGY, PRETTY IN PINK, THE RELIC, ROBIN HOOD: PRINCE OF THIEVES, THE ROCKY HORROR PICTURE SHOW, WHO FRAMED ROGER RABBIT, Scary Movie Trilogy, Scream Trilogy, 40 YEAR OLD VIRGIN, SHREK 1&2, SINGLE WHITE FEMALE, SLEEPING WITH THE ENEMY, SPACEBALLS, STAND BY ME, STEEL MAGNOLIAS, SUPERGIRL, Superman Quintrilogy, The Terminator Trilogy, Texas Chainsaw Massacre (all of them), Tremors Quadrilogy, Twister, Underworld, UNTAMED HEART, Dodgeball, All the VACATION movies (think Chevy Chase), Species 1&2, The Whole Nine and Ten Yards, WILLOW, THE WITCHES OF EASTWICK, Zoolander... Now, ask me a question, any question...

Television:

The Simpsons, Family Guy, Sex and the City, Charmed, Desparate Housewives, Tru Calling, Grey's Anatomy, Ren & Stimpy, Golden Girls, The Nanny, Mr. Bean, Medium, CSI, and South Park...

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Heroes:

R I P: Anton "Nono" Pinezic 12*26*32~5*9*08 Kathleen M. Walsh 12*13*83~12*17*03 Princess 6*13*82~1*20*06 Nono Vincent Boccanfuso 2*26*21~12*23*99 Grandma Nancy Boccanfuso 5*13*24~5*13*76 (I never knew you, but I always know that you are with me and watching over me...give me strength...I Love You)Although you will never know how much I miss you, your memories lay protected always and forever within a sacred place of my heart...I LOVE YOU ALL...watch over us angels....3

My Blog

RIP~Anton "Tony" Pinezic~12*26*32~5*9*08

Forgive me for not having posted some happy blogs lately, but I have been numbed by the experience of losing my grandfather just this past friday.  Strangely, no matter how much you prepare yours...
Posted by ♥ Babydoll ♥ on Wed, 14 May 2008 01:19:00 PST

Unstoppable Tears

Nono, My wonderful, beautiful, sensational, words cannot describe grandfather.  You haven't been here for only one day, and yet, I still look forward to your smile.  I look forward to being...
Posted by ♥ Babydoll ♥ on Sun, 11 May 2008 11:06:00 PST

Love and Sadness

You know, I have experienced bad things happening all throughout my life, but none of those things have ever affected me so close to home before now.  My life will change within the next few mont...
Posted by ♥ Babydoll ♥ on Tue, 06 May 2008 06:57:00 PST

Sadness

I give credit to a lot of people out there who deal with grief on a daily basis and don’t go mad themselves.  I am not looking for any sympathy from anyone, I just needed to get this o...
Posted by ♥ Babydoll ♥ on Wed, 26 Mar 2008 12:01:00 PST

-Blah-

I know it's been a while since I have actually posted anything here, but I feel kind of like, well, alone.  I have my baby and a decent job, but sometimes there is that emptiness that just linger...
Posted by ♥ Babydoll ♥ on Tue, 29 Jan 2008 08:50:00 PST

Poetry

Do you know when you are feeling like you are being torn in five thousand different directions and you are trying to make sense as to which way is up, well, tonight is one of those nights and instead ...
Posted by ♥ Babydoll ♥ on Mon, 23 Jul 2007 07:21:00 PST

Kathleen Mary Walsh - RIP 12*13*83~12*17*03

Through the eyes of emptiness destiny is all the things that silhouette from up above me Fate encompasses all of the arranged shattered images of wounded angels an intoxicating hobby that wa...
Posted by ♥ Babydoll ♥ on Sun, 18 Dec 2005 10:19:00 PST

Happy 22nd Kathleen...We Miss and Love You So Much...

Introspection invites insight clarity and full understanding... when  we explore our inner landscape, our dreams blossom with promise, our spirits soar with possibility and potential......
Posted by ♥ Babydoll ♥ on Tue, 13 Dec 2005 08:36:00 PST

Broken Sights

Ego exists in the longing a fashion dispersed in the womb carefully diverging into each cell that is you that is me We each have a uniqueness unlike our usual chaotic selves Taxing on our souls t...
Posted by ♥ Babydoll ♥ on Sun, 11 Dec 2005 06:00:00 PST

Outside Yourself

Repetitively- breathe in and out... Laugh at yourself now and then, if you can, you are less apt to be at war with  yourself... Laugh at yourself even if you don't feel like laughing... Life...
Posted by ♥ Babydoll ♥ on Sun, 11 Dec 2005 05:43:00 PST