Bee[(FLAM·boyant)]™

Trying

It's time to change.. i'm sick of it all i don't know how some people can live with themselves.. like me.. how could i? I need to confess all, forgive all, love all, and stop being so self-centered. B...
Posted by Bee[(FLAM·boyant)]™ on Sun, 25 Mar 2007 02:12:00 PST

Boy

Why do guys matter so much.. without him i feel prettymuch empty how am i surviving without him.. why does love suck? Is it because i don't accept the big guy fully yet, i doubt myself? is that it.. i...
Posted by Bee[(FLAM·boyant)]™ on Sun, 25 Mar 2007 02:08:00 PST

school ugh..

school soon..   blah blah blah   oh well i guess can't reallll change it,   it won't make me any happier i guarentee that much hah   i want to do good.. but i just don't have the ...
Posted by Bee[(FLAM·boyant)]™ on Tue, 27 Feb 2007 07:20:00 PST

what's that one L word..?

This is the day it all started.. wow..   this day that changed my life forever..   i will never forget it.. him.. the place.. this thing   so unexplainable.. so mysterious..   it b...
Posted by Bee[(FLAM·boyant)]™ on Tue, 27 Feb 2007 07:13:00 PST

Hmm

What is life.. what is.. meaning.. purpose living.. How do i? i feel ridiculous, why can't i do it.. why can't i just step up.. why don't i want to.. How do i break that wall that says "no can do, no ...
Posted by Bee[(FLAM·boyant)]™ on Sun, 25 Mar 2007 02:05:00 PST

not realll sure

How do i start.. and where? I feel but can't express, not in the right way anyhow.. i talk on here because for some reason it makes me feel better.. maybe i should talk to someone.. like God.. but how...
Posted by Bee[(FLAM·boyant)]™ on Sun, 25 Mar 2007 01:59:00 PST