Heather

Photography, flim and writing UNB here I come! Rain on my bare skin, earth under my bare feet, stitting in the moonlight and watching the stars dance in the water of a river. Falling in love for the first time and the last. Wind, music, eyes. Crying and laughing at the same time because I don't know what else to do with myself. Dancing outdoors with no music for no reason, other than its beautiful. Seeing friends I haven't seen in a long time. Saying things without words. Belong to one person. Never hiding and always caring and thinking about that one person. To see the essance of joy and hope in human beings. When snow falls in big fat flakes that are perfect for catching on your tounge. Trees covered in ice and snow on a sunny day. Dreams that come from no were but are the most beautiful ones you have ever had. Hugs that make you feel safe and warm inside and out. How some times no matter how hard we some times try to give up we never can. My beautiful, wonderful friends who I love so much it hurts some times. Random outdoor adventures with my ladies and boys. Feeling competely content if only for a moment. Having a person who brings those moments every time I look into their brown eyes. Choosing the way I feel some times. Not being able to choose the way I feel some times. The mystery that is in everything ever created. Being silent untill invited to talk. That way I know my words are wanted and listened to. Demanding to be herd when I cannot be silent. Waiting. Encouraging and encouragment. Watching boys do stupid wild things because its who they are.Crying. Talking about oldschool memories. Changing. Forgiving. Loving. Smiling. When wondeful random things happen. Writing what Im feeling untill I can't feel it anymore or writing what I don't feel untill I do feel it. Kissing just after taking a bite of a popsicle. When Brendan smiles. When he tells me he loves me.