Gunther

I'm sarcastic, funny, stuborn, easygoing, rebellious, loyal, jealous, kind, romantic, loud.I don't easily trust people. I'm the kind of person who doesn't give respect but who makes you earn it.I'm very loyal when it comes to relationships. Once you got a place in my heart, you keep it unless you fuck it up by your own doing. I don't always have to be, but I can be romantic. But don't ever try to change me 'cause I won't. I want to give you the world when I love you but I do need time and space to do my own stuff. Like my band. I would never give that up. My view is that if you love someone you don't ask to give up things they love. I never do anyway.I couldn't care less about how anyone feels about me. Except for the people that I love and respect. I'm don't suck up to anyone to get what I want. I'd rather have my way by my own hand even if it takes me 10 years to get it.I won't ask you to be my friend. If that's what you want to be, cool. If not; well... who cares? You don't have to agree with my views or opinions. All is ask is that you treat me with respect as I will respect you for who you are.I am a very nice person to the ones I care about. Mostly I just try to ignore the world. You shouldn't fuck with me, because then my inner beast awakens. Compare it to being a werewolf. I become this real psychopatic creature that just wants to cut your troath.I do consider myself to be a Satanist, but that doesn't mean I'm the most evil person alive. I don't sacrifice babies, I don't burn down churches ( I only piss against them when I get the chance), I don't kill off any Christians and I don't desecrate any graves. I'm just human. I eat, shit, piss and sleep like everyone else. For me being a Satanist means that I question everything, wich in my case mostly means I question the relevance of politics and religion. I make up my own mind and don't let anyone tell me what to do, say or think. Do that and chanches are I'll do exactly the opposite and piss you off. Satanism is also for me the believe that we are all created as Gods. Rather we decide to be a slave or a God is entirely our own doing by the way we choose to live. I don't really believe there is a God or a heaven, no Satan or no Hell. Those are just invented by humans in order to scare the masses and gain enormous wealth and power (wich they have). Satan is not an angel cast from heaven sitting on a throne beneath the earth colleting the souls of the evil ones. There is no evil. Each has both good and evil sides to his personality. Wich one has the upperhand depends on the way we are raised or the things that we go through in life. Besides, what is Evil? I consider people sitting in church on sunday asking for forgiveness for there sins and then doing the same thing again Evil. I consider priests speaking the so called "words of God", but then forcing themselfs upon small childen to be Evil. I consider the hypocrisy of religion Evil. We condamn the Islam as a barbaric violent religion because of the terrorist acts some of these Muslims commit (which by the way I do not approve of in any way), but at the same time during the Crusades the church chopped off there heads because they refused to become Christians. We judge them to be sexist because they treat women as lower creatures, but then we refuse to admit that Jesus was just an ordinary man with a vision who had a wife and kid. And to top it off the church made his wife a whore. Satan for me represants the dark forces of nature who give me the strenght fysically and mentally to make my life in this fucked up, corrupted world bearable. I personally wish our planet would rid herself off the poison wich is Mankind, but since that won't happen for a while to come I just have to make the best I can off it. Lucky for me there are people I love and care about me that keep me from taking a gun and blow my miserable brains out. They give color to my otherwise dark existance . I call upon these dark forces to help me and guide me on my path of life and I worship them for the strenght they give me. Satan is the Flame that burns in every livingn breathing thing. A Flame that keeps us strong in cases were we suffer or we are in pain. Unfortunatly we live in a materialistic society in wich we have lost touch with our spritual nature and were we have forgotten the respect and love wich our ancesters had for nature and the world they lived in. Satan represants opposition. Oppose to all who stand against you. Rebel against the flock. Refuse to be a sheep in the hurd, become the wolf who devours those sheep. Don't be a slave off a God that does not exist, be the God that we all should be. That we are born to be. Satanism is also about being yourself. Don't careif anyone judges you for the wrong hairstile, or the wrong bands you like. You are you. You're unique. Don't be like what other tell you to be like. You're not gonna find who you are in a book.