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1. What you think of me doesn't change who I know I am.

2. People say things just to hurt someone else because of their own insecurities. They are not worth the flesh they live in, and should not be taken seriously.

3. The feeling of being in love is at once the best and worst human experience. It brings forth every emotion in the human soul at once. Love for your partner and everything about them, hate for the people that don't understand, desire to have your partner beside you always, patience to wait for them until the end of time...ect.

4. The key to loving someone else is first loving yourself. I am me, I will never be someone else. I am a beautiful, empowering, loving woman, and I am a leader, not a follower...most of the time. I am sensitive, honest, trusting, loving, and jealous to a fault. I have the power to make someone unfeeling let go, at least for a moment. I am funny, outgoing, and sometimes insecure. I am tough, but I am frail at the same time. I can take a lot, but that's not to say I won't cry about it and want someone else to hold my hand through it.

5. Without my friends, I am nothing.

6. When working, the better job you do, the more you have to do.

7. I can't survive without playing my music.

8. I love with all of my heart, and expect the same from my partner.

9. Love is patient, Love is kind,
It does not envy, it does not boast,
It is not proud, It is not rude,
It is not self-seeking,
It is not easily angered,
It keeps no record of wrongs.

Love does not delight in evil,
but rejoices with the truth.

Love always protects, always trusts,
always hopes, always perseveres.

Love bears all things, believes all things,
hopes all things, endures all things.

Love never ends.

10. I am not this facade I make myself out to be. I am funny, outgoing, loving and trusting, almost to a fault. I love with all of my heart and soul, and fall far too easily. I pretend to be big, bad, and strong. I am not. I am a woman, not a child or a girl. I am a writer, a musician, and all around an artist. I have a personality unique to me, and no one else. First impressions don't mean a thing, they are never truthful and almost always a facade. I show up, pretending to be someone the world wants me to be. I love my friends like family, and cannot function without them. I love my mom and dad, I love the beautiful rolling hills, and lush green of spring. You never know what you have until it is gone. I have chosen my path as of today, and I am sticking to it. I am going to fullfil my wish of being a writer/musician. I believe I am talented in that aspect, and I have faith in myself.

I sound conceited, but I am tired of living in a world where everyone always says "Believe in yourself" then tells you your full of yourself when you do. Hypocritical people make me very angry. I am merely me, I will not be someone else for you, to make you happy. I keep my facade because it keeps me from being hurt, but once I know you, it's gone. My feelings are easily hurt; one course word, one silent hateful stare, and I cry. I can't help it, it's who I am and I wouldnt change it for anything. This is not to say I cannot hold my own, because I most certainly can. I'm not afraid to show my emotions, but I don't understand a lot of people and the way they act.