a> I'm the type of girl that will make you smile... :-)I believe that in order to figure out the world, you must first understand yourself. Then, and only then can you understand anything or anyone else. You must first learn to love the person that you are, and be happy with who you are. Then you will be able to love someone else. I'm just the average girl next store. i believe that in order to have "great love"... it has to involve great pain, great sacrifice and great barriers... and if and when you realize that that person is truly worth all the pain, all the sacrificies, and you overcome all those barriers... then, and only then can u say that you are *truley* in love" Boy...do I know that all too well...I'm a 24 year old student @ Dowling College, trying to make my way in the world, and sometimes it just seems as if it is not working. I grew up before my time. and I'm not your typical 24 year old girl. I love wearing sweatpants and sweatshirts, I love to dress up, but I don't dress up very often. I'm obsessed with the way i look, but i dont care what you think...Im pretty-so deal with it...i dont care what you say, your opinion doesnt matter to me, so keep it to yourself... I love espresso and hot chocolate, especially mixed together. I love myself, and am happy with who i am, I'm too young to settle down with the wrong person, but i can't wait to find the right one and get married. I love the rain, i love the long island sound, and i love the sun. I love the way the rain hits the sound, and i love getting caught in the rain,I hate drugs, and people who do them... I love beer: bud light, coors light and miller lite, (but only @ taras when its like 2 bucks) Billies drink specials rock, tommys' never has specials, taras is mad cheap. Tommys' makes the best chocolate covered cherry martini, and always give me free beers. The bikers @ taras scare me, and the bartender @ billies annoys me. Loyality is a privledge, not a right. trust must earned not just given. I dont owe you anything so im brutally honest. I hate liars and people who talk shit just to make themselves feel better. My personal life is NOT up for public conversation, what i do with my life is what i do...and no one elses business. I have more self-respect for myself than most people gather in a life time. i love sports, especially baseball. I love big trucks, especially mine, but my brothers truck is effin ill. I love my remote start, and my new alarm. I love animals, especially tommy, but i love charlie more. I love cats but not so much princess, oreo is still the awesomest cat ever. I hate work, but i love the money, I hate my life, but love my friends, i hate being drunk but i love drinking. I love attention, but hate the shit i deal with... I don't really care what you think of me. I'm just me, and if you can't except what I am then please don't bother me. Don't tell me I should be something different than what I am. If you don't like how I live my life, then please don't be in it. Jealous people suck, but sometimes i am one. It's taken me a long time to get to where I am in my life, and I'm rather content with it. Im my own worst enemy, but also my own best friend. I'm the type of girl that can make ya smile, but will also tear ya apart if ya mess with me I could be your greatest pleasure or you worst pain...u decide what you want. :-) I'm pretty easy going, but don't fcuk with me.R.I.P Charlie 10~15~04
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Michelle
Birthday: 5-18-83
Birthplace: West Islip
Current Location: Selden
Eye Color: blue
Hair Color: brown/blonde
Height: 5'4
Right Handed or Left Handed: righty
Your Heritage: Italian and Cheq
The Shoes You Wore Today: Flip Flops ( i live in them)
Your Weakness: I i am my own weakness
Your Fears: Spiders, Love, and Life
Your Perfect Pizza: dont really like pizza
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Live my life to the fullest, because i want to settle down @ 25(which isn't happening)
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: hahaha
Thoughts First Waking Up: Not again
Your Best Physical Feature: my eyes
Your Bedtime: When ever, i love to sleep
Your Most Missed Memory: Charlie
Pepsi or Coke: Water
MacDonalds or Burger King: ewww neither
Single or Group Dates: definattly Group dates, cause single dates never go right
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee
Do you Smoke: Yes
Do you Swear: All the time
Do you Sing: In the car
Do you Shower Daily: Of course
Have you Been in Love: Definattly....never knew you could love someone you never met, but i did, more than the world....Madison...
Do you want to go to College: Currently in college
Do you want to get Married: Of course, but my deadline date is hastily approaching
Do you belive in yourself: If you can't believe in yourself, you can't believe in anything
Do you get Motion Sickness: Yes..never used to, but i guess its something that comes with age
Do you think you are Attractive: I've very confident, so i would have to say yes
Are you a Health Freak: I have my moments, and as of this week I am a total health freak
Do you get along with your Parents: like oil and water
Do you like Thunderstorms: Definattly they are so soothing to me
Do you play an Instrument: Yes several, piano, clarinet, flute, drums, and guitar
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Are you serious?
In the past month have you Smoked: Ciggerrettes yes
In the past month have you been on Drugs: I dont go near them
In the past month have you gone on a Date: yep
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yep
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: nope
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: yes
In the past month have you been on Stage: nah,
In the past month have you been Dumped: nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: nah
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: just someones heart
Ever been Drunk: yea and i hate it
Ever been called a Tease: haha all the time
Ever been Beaten up: no answer
Ever Shoplifted: nope, im a good girl
How do you want to Die: happy with no regrets
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: i want to be happy, but i am grown up, so i'm going to have to say a lawyer
What country would you most like to Visit: Italy, and get more information about my heritage, and also Australlia
In a Boy/Girl..
Favorite Eye Color: Blue
Favourite Hair Color: Blonde, or Black
Short or Long Hair: I love guys with long hair, but short is ok too
Height: @ least 6'
Weight: Heavier than me
Best Clothing Style: Surfer style
Number of Drugs I have taken: just one
Number of CDs I own: who owns cds now
Number of Piercings: 6
Number of Tattoos: 5
Number of things in my Past I Regret: I never can regret something that once made me smile, because at one point or another, it was everything I wanted.
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