Surgery |
There are times when I wish that I could just disappear. I want to go somewhere where no one knows my name. A place with only sunrises and no sunsets. Why is it that when everything in life seems to b... Posted by on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 14:34:00 GMT |
I must admit that this bottle that I hold is not much of a savior, as I was told... |
There is an hidden truth that I must face up to sooner or later...
I look into the mirror and all I see is a face that has been beaten and bruised, with not much to show for it all. I used to not car... Posted by on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 00:43:00 GMT |
There's gonna be a war and I am the god damn General... |
Ever has it been that love knows not its own depth until the hour of seperation. -The Prophet_
These past few weeks there has been this burden on my shoulders that for some reason, I canno... Posted by on Tue, 03 Oct 2006 13:06:00 GMT |
It's all over now... so lets start again, and this time make it bigger and better... |
The best years of my life are over... and honestly, they were just ok. There were times when I honestly wondered why I was there. But I have some memories that I will never give up and some that I wou... Posted by on Fri, 16 Jun 2006 10:31:00 GMT |
My back is on the carpet... Im so done up |
Sometimes its hard to understand how I can give up everything I have and in return, all I have to show is silence. I cannot bring myself to just not care about this. Ambivolence is not an option for m... Posted by on Tue, 06 Jun 2006 09:32:00 GMT |
The greatest man I will ever know... |
Its so hard to express feelings at this point. Even now, this all seeks like a prank, a sick joke that he is playing on us to see the look on our faces. I pass by his room everyday and I think about t... Posted by on Thu, 30 Mar 2006 20:29:00 GMT |
As the curtain closes, I take your hand and go towards the back door... |
I struggle with these poetic, symbolic, childlike ideas that surrond my being. "Because like you said, this is real, this is what we got. So what do we do... what do we do?" I guess maybe the answer t... Posted by on Fri, 17 Feb 2006 21:05:00 GMT |
The thought of forever is a very deadly thing... |
Days slip by, all the while I try to remember what I was doing the last time I was here. I remember feeling alone, and knowing that now I was going to have to make it and push myself through the days.... Posted by on Sun, 08 Jan 2006 12:23:00 GMT |
Memories of me seem more like bad dreams... |
You've become a complex in my mind, a circut break that seems to be perminant. But thats ok with me, because I know that I never want to forget. I stand here in front of you, staring at my shoes wonde... Posted by on Wed, 07 Dec 2005 20:53:00 GMT |
Close your eyes and I'll kiss you, tomorrow I'll miss you... |
This was no accident this was a theraputic chain of events...
So I sit here wondering what the hell am I supposed to do with myself? I tried writing it out but the pen keeps running out of ink.... Posted by on Sun, 20 Nov 2005 11:50:00 GMT |