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About Me

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18, wannabe poet, sufferer of caffeinism, owner of a defunct pituatry gland, Dickens book collector, light sleeper, A grader & a two left feeter. I like my company more than anyone else in the world. I am incredibly independent except when it comes to cooking... that's not a skill of mine.
I kind of want lots more piercings and to get inked but I also want to be able to wear tea dresses and put on a posh accent when I stroll round Covent Garden. I’d like changeable skin. Yes, that’s precisely what I want.
Do you ever get the feeling you’re just going through the motions? One day to the next as it all just passes by... yes? Well I don’t allow myself to feel that very often. It just wouldn’t do. My life is to be a twirling, poetic, drunken, dancing serenade to the function of breathing. I won’t take living just lying down. I have a few plans but my own spontaneity usual foils them all.
The other day I was told that I was very feminine. I’m quite sure there’s a very blokey lesbian fighting for air within me that was disgusted by this, but the French femme fatale in me seems to keep her at bay with an ongoing supply of wine.

My Blog

i heard you found out what love was after you lost it.

I remember when I used to write in this regularly, to update, at least myself, with the occurrences of my life of late. It served as a kind of semi-public facade for my justification of self. It grew ...
Posted by on Sun, 19 Apr 2009 11:59:00 GMT

in the morning i fled, left a note and it read, "someday you will be loved."

I currently feel impartial to the occurrences in my own life. Im not a passenger to what is taking place but seem to have little control over what is happening. When I do seem to gain control, I also...
Posted by on Thu, 29 Jan 2009 07:06:00 GMT

hopes are only accidental

I am preoccupied at the moment and for once, the future is taking a back seat (ironic since ucas is open for university applications... what a fool I am.) I am thinking about now and whether...
Posted by on Sat, 13 Sep 2008 03:20:00 GMT

Ode to self-expression

She strokes her whiskers, offers me advice, To "think about the beat, it's not concise" Like poetry's a lesson I've abused. She kicks my metaphor with shiny shoes As if expensive heels replace those y...
Posted by on Sun, 07 Sep 2008 18:07:00 GMT

Sive Eights

Unpacking our love now that the battle is over. Crying upon unwashed sheets, riddled with our memories. Sick with all the cards, tear-stained letters: an incomplete   history in a shoe box . Loo...
Posted by on Sun, 07 Sep 2008 18:03:00 GMT

His name was the same as the boy I had loved

My words, incomprehensible even to myself but inarticulacy is precisely what I intend. Youth will never hesitate; the need to wait is something it will not vocalise. Simply too much pride to be a gro...
Posted by on Sun, 07 Sep 2008 17:59:00 GMT

Rain In Ruislip

A charged electric carriage bound for home,the stale whiff of happy hour all tooclose for comfort. Blaming fumes of my ownon the one-trick busker snoring right througha farcical friendly "please mind ...
Posted by on Sun, 07 Sep 2008 17:58:00 GMT

Domestic Bliss

I haven't updated my poetry in a while, this is all Summer stuff. Domestic Bliss Those bloody bandages, commonplace these days,and around dinner I tell friends "they're more for effect"crunching medic...
Posted by on Sun, 07 Sep 2008 17:51:00 GMT

alas, life goes on.

i am a sick of how patronising he is. it makes me feel violently ill, he just doesn't have the right, not anymore. he had to get the last word, well i can only pray that my willpower allows that to be...
Posted by on Wed, 27 Aug 2008 18:08:00 GMT

i find it relevant to share this

i rediscovered poetry tonight. it hurt today. my stomach sunk. he's taking her back to his house and her body will fill the bed i slept in for two years, her food will warm the dinner t...
Posted by on Tue, 17 Jun 2008 02:33:00 GMT