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satellitedncer

About Me


I'm a gemini, my good and bad twins are in constant conflict. I'm often a parallel duality of opposites. I'm a daydreamer but I'm responsible. I'm sensitive but usually opinionated, and I talk kinda loud. I'm a free spirit but insanely methodical. I prefer to sleep during the day. I enjoying wearing all my favorite things at once, and I've been through too much to care what other people think. I'm predictably devious, but ethical. I'm rebellious but grounded. I love anything creative or interesting, animals, and tattoos. I'm not confused; I'm complex. And simple. I'm an idealist but conservative. I'm social but irriatingly reclusive, and rarely answer my phone. I'm wild but moral ... almost. I'm creative but a hopeless perfectionist. I'm romantic but sad, and newly pesimistic. I'm always happy when it rains. I'm independent but surprisingly traditional. I love my family, my friends, my pets, and my country. "Animals are my friends and I dont eat my friends" ~ Bernard Shaw. I'm a mixed bag of nuts ;). An ironic contradiction.
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I don't discriminate, I hate everyone equally :p. But I might like u if u can raise your hand in any of the following categories:
If u are random, original, or unique. If u are smart, but not a dick. If you make good sandwiches. If u are funny. If u listen. If u have GOOD tattoos, do them, or appreciate them. If u read books. If u think for yourself. If u love or play music. If u are freaky, crazy, or goofy. If u watch fox news. If u are real. If u love animals. If u can fix things. If u are artistic or creative, crayons are ok. If u smell good. If u are openminded. If u can rock a hoodie. If u can dance, or don't try. If u dig piercings. If u are spiritual or believe in God. If u eat (try) soy food. If u are clever, witty, or sarcastic. If u can hold a conversation or my attention. If u give good head. Or, if you are just that fucking cool.
I love … your mom; Jesus; strippers; nerds; geeks; musicians; people with gum; artists; girls in bands; taxpayers; people who teach, help, or inspire others; good "bad" boys; people with dogs; people in the military who fight for freedom; drummers; underdogs; people who are honest and have integrity; people who are sleeved out; people who work hard and handle their shit; or anyone who brings more into the world than they take from it.

Kevin ...

Steal my heart and hold my tongue
I feel my time, my time has come
Let me in, unlock the door
I’ve never felt this way before

And the wheels just keep on turning
The drummer begins to drum
I don’t know which way I’m going
I don’t know which way I’ve come

Hold my head inside your hands
I need someone who understands
I need someone, someone who hears
For you, I’ve waited all these years

For you I’d wait til kingdom come
Until my day, my day is done
And say you’ll come and set me free
Just say you’ll wait, you’ll wait for me

In your tears and in your blood
In your fire and in your flood
I hear you laugh, I hear you sing
I wouldn’t change a single thing

And the wheels just keep on turning
The drummer begins to drum
I don’t know which way I’m going
I don’t know what I’ll become

For you I’d wait til kingdom come
Until my days, my days are done
Say you’ll come and set me free
Just say you’ll wait, you’ll wait for me.

~ Coldplay

10 years of life, of laughs, of love ...

Nothing seems normal
Nothing is right
Since you took your life that night
Did it hurt to breathe
Did it hurt to live
Had you given all you could give
Time's not the answer
Time heals no pain
Tears are falling like the rain
I pray for my healing
I pray for your soul
Peace in heaven, was that your goal
Are you up there happy
Are you doing OK
Please send a sign, send it today
~Kathi, SOS



My tortured soulmate
may you finally be free ...
Love is forever
like you and me.

I miss you. I love you. and I will see you there.

My Blog

loves alcoholic

I know loveas liquid firelingeringprovactivelyin a cocktail glassAnxious bubblesbeckon mewhisperingfamiliar sweet nothingsto my impulsesPeering deepinto this love's bloodI wonderif it has been drained...
Posted by on Sat, 23 Aug 2008 02:55:00 GMT

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Come see I swear by now I'm playing time against my troubles I'm coming slow but speeding Do you wish a dance and while I'm in the front The play on time is won But the difficulty is coming here ...
Posted by on Fri, 22 Aug 2008 18:04:00 GMT