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miss.mikaela

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About Me

first of all...
i am tired...
i am true of heart...
but also...
you are tired...
you are true of heart...
my name is mikaela i have an overactive imagination, which can be a gift and a curse. i love my friends and our small town shenanigans i don't give up easily sometimes i am hopelessly hopeful & blindingly optimistic, sometimes i let things get the better of me i like to think that i am an individual and that i am creative but it seems really cliched to describe yourself as creative, and i always get labelled as emo anyways

My Blog

a.h.w.o.s.g.

from A Heartbreaking Work of Staggering Genius..."We identify our secrets, our past and their blotches, with our identity, that revealing our habits or losses or deeds somehow makes one less of onese...
Posted by on Wed, 13 Dec 2006 20:30:00 GMT

the truth

the truth is, no one will ever love or care for you as much as i do, but at the same time, i am the easiest person for you to push away...and that, my dear, is no coincidence
Posted by on Wed, 13 Dec 2006 20:26:00 GMT

love & pain

the fact is, as much as i want to, i dont understand love or pain and so i overcompensate by being inappropriately obsessed with both of them. that cant be healthy...
Posted by on Thu, 26 Oct 2006 13:15:00 GMT

the spaces amid love

(You have ghosts?)(Of course I have ghosts.)(What are your ghosts like?)(They are on the insides of the lids of my eyes.)(This is also where my ghosts reside.)(You have ghosts?)(Of course I have ghost...
Posted by on Thu, 19 Oct 2006 13:28:00 GMT

what happens when matt & i cant sleep...

Matt says: (12:20:21 AM)and if u come visit meMatt says: (12:20:26 AM)i'll be so lonely at first...mikaela says: (12:20:54 AM)i totally will, i'll visit u so much you'll be sick of ...
Posted by on Sun, 24 Sep 2006 13:47:00 GMT

frustrated...

so i dont usually do the whole bitter, angry blog thing, but right now, the fact is i am bitter and i am angry! here's what i have discovered...caring about people gets you nowhere. when you care abo...
Posted by on Sat, 23 Sep 2006 23:32:00 GMT

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and as i let my eyes fall shuti wonder if this hope will be enoughas i pull my weight across the continentcrippled with no crutchi know you feel the same virus but you don't shakewhile i'm always coug...
Posted by on Fri, 15 Sep 2006 04:23:00 GMT

here we go

i've come to a point where the person i miss most is myself. when the times i miss the most were when i was too wild to care.  i'm tired of letting bad days and bad nights take away my ...
Posted by on Tue, 28 Feb 2006 16:05:00 GMT