Man

I'm glad after everything you've put me thru .. including the last meassage you sent me of complete and total bs but dont worry, i wont send it to kelly. your a piece of crap. basically tell me your gunna kill yourself and not go to the game .. and tell me it would mean the world to you if i went, WHICH i wasnt even gunna go .. but do you think i went? YES because you said it would mean the fucking world to you. Do You THINK you even LOOKED at me. NO..... I Mean, its bad enuf you: told me to go .. you didnt say a word to me .. spoke shitloads of crap to my dad and his team .. wore a saddleback shirt .. didnt even look at me, and the previous day told me you wee gunna kill yourself. i dont deserve anything like this.... i am so nice to you try and help you all the time with everything.... you even said so yourself, im the ONLY one who DID love you unconditionally!! ......Maybe Thats Just It, Maybe after everythng ive done for you and the shit you pull on me in return shoudve pushed me away a longass time ago.. but no, i continued to try and help you justin. even tho right now you were trying to get with kelly and blah blha..... i STILL was trying to be there for you when you needed a friend. even tho you were trying to get with kelly, you know how that makes me feel???? ....... it makes me feel like i REALLY WAS NOTHIG TO YOU, AFTER all THAT after EVERYTHING that happend ... you know everything..... you still want her, and you pretend to love me but say you cant be wih me. bs j bs. im sorry for ever trying to be the bigger person.