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In Early 2004 My brother and i Formed a Film production Company,and Slapped a name to it ... Dead Tree Pictures. We do our own short films,and projects,and so far have on our own dime,and our own minute. Perhaps someday we can do it as our Jobs. I compose the music,edit ,work the cameras and Generally manage and control how to get What we are looking for,made into a Reality. Im the man behind the curtain you might say. He and i both work together with casting,story ideas and The general directing of the piece. My own Side projects, Dead tree symphony, Drumroll productions,and Bludd poetri are offshoots of our creative endeavours. We have completed one feature length film, REASSURANCE , and a few Short films,with more in production all the time. I am An artist,a photographer,and a Creative monster in general. I like tinkering with stuff until i can figure out how it works,and how i can become better at using it. ive done painting,airbrushing, glassblowing,metal fabrication,weapons construction, Body painting,Digital Manipulation,and Storyboarding.Im a drummer,altho i havent played in quite some time. Ive played Dozens of shows in the seattle area on the same stages as Alice in chains,Nirvana, Pearljam and Soundgarden. The music thing with me has taken a forced backseat,but remains a Desire i someday hope to pursue again. I Am a Confusing mix of Sentimentality and anger, aggression and compassion,revenge and patience. Nothing has Ever been easy for me,and i supose in many ways that is why i remain so strong in my convictions.My ability to overcome has been the testing point of lifes Bullets, and until the day i die,I will simply get stronger. I have few regrets,because i know its too simple to blame yourself for something bad,when you could learn from it and not repeat it.Too many people throw away beautiful things right in front of them.Some people think of me as Bitter. I am simply "negatively experienced", I tell them. I Am lucky to have Awesome friends .They are my Family and the Single Easiest way to Invoke my Wrath is to hurt them.Ive always tried to do the best,most honorable thing.I help anyone i can,i dont take shit from someone who doesnt have the right to give it to me,and i never stand by when action needs taken. pascifists and passive aggressive idiots need to be kicked right in their Unmoving, apathetic heads,and left bleeding. We only have one .(life)I have felt most of my life i was a medieval warrior in some past existence.dont ask why,i dont know... i just know its always been with me. I feel a connection to Batman,and Marv from sin city because they are loner heroes waging against a world that wont accept them,and they know in The darkest parts of their mind they cannot change it.I get That.I believe nothing you ever do will make you complete and thats a good thing. i think you should never ask a question you dont want an answer to. you should not ever regret anything you've done.You Should Mean everything you say.You should always tell people how important they are to you. you should never be too Sad to laugh with a friend,too numb to cry, or too shy to Yell at One of the many idiots that clogs up our planet. live life like you're dying,and drive it like you stole it.