I don't quite know myself at this point of time. I'm taking my time to understand myself, yes. So, the next time you see me; you'd find me from time to time asking myself a string of questions to MYSELF. Creepy? Yeah; that I'm pretty sure I am :P
"For some reasons, this year; I'm trying to believe that God creates forgetness for GOOD reasons. (Forgiveness has other divine explanations to it; and that's a totally different story)." --- this is what I wrote earlier this year.
Now, I TOTALLY believe in all those - forgetness, forgiveness, acceptance, weakness..guilt, stupidity and karma. I'm also beginning to learn to (FINALLY) think. I am finally .. alive.
But, I guess what's most important now is I totally believe in God and His system.. My next chapter of life would be to 'build' it (in) myself. (3:153)