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I Finally Feel Alive!

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About Me

My name is Christine! Okay, that's nothing special. My whole life has been an up hill battle, but I truly believe it has made me stronger. I was born in Alabame and my mom moved here when I was just 3 months old. So, sad to say, I grew up in Ocala. After my mom and dad got divorced, she married a man who HATED me. That was fine, I hated him too, but he made my life a living hell. So, from the time I was about 2 or 3 till I was 18, I had to have a "father" who liked nothing better than to drag down my self confidence. However, I kept my grades up in school and joined a few extra carricular activities. No, I was no goody goody in fact I couldn't stay out of trouble at home. I ended up leaving home as soon as I was of legal age to get away from that man. So, naturally, I had to go to work right away and had to grow up quick. Well, I dated a few bad people and had a broken heart, but after all is said and done, I'm finally happy and I have found someone I can spend the rest of my life with. Thankfully, I'm having his baby and we're going to be a family. That's all i could have asked for in life.

My Interests

I dance, sing, write poetry, I used to act, well, I guess you can say that I'm multi talented. I also LOVE sports. Just about any kind of sport. I watch wrestling and football on a regular basis. I think in order of my passions, first I would have to say dance and then singing. I grew up dancing from the time I could walk. These past few years after high school, I kind of fell out of it with crazy schedules, moving a lot, bad breakups and lord knows what else, but I still have the passion for it. How do I know? If you can sit down and watch a routine or dance, watch your old performances or even an outstanding movie about dance, and get the chills or cry because you miss it, IT'S A PASSION, as it is with me. Even singing. If a song can touch me so much that I cry when I sing it or I sing at the top of my lungs, you know it means something to you.

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I'd like to meet:

Someone i can look up to. Someone who has had it rough as well and still carries on and has made something of their life. I would also like to meet Amy Lee from Evanesence because she's so talented and proves that girls can rock too. Christina Aguilera is another one. She is beautiful, talented and so down to earth and has been one of my idols for a long time now. Most off, I would like to meet as many of those men and women fighting for our country and freedom as I can. I have had family survive the war and come home, friends die in the war and friends and family still over seas fighting so we can enjoy the things that almost every american citizen takes for granted. I learned quick that you can't take things for granted or they will go as fast as you lose them.

Music:

I can't say that I'm picky. I like pretty much everything with a beat and even music that people would pick on me for liking. But you know what, if you listen to the lyrics to some of the "uncool" songs and really let it sink in, there is more than just a stupid artist or beat or an annoying singer. I look past it and embrace what the song is really all about.
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Christmas Time
By Christina Aguilera
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Television:

wrestling, football, charmed, chris angel, ghost hunters, hell, just about anything that catches my eye. BUT, I can't get away from the reality TV. America's next top model, American Idol, So you think you can dance?, hells kitchen. I LOVE THEM!!!!

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Heroes:

Same person I have always said, no matter how cheesy it sounds, MY MOM! She, like myself, has been through so much and I don't know how she ever made it through. She became my inspiration and strength a long time ago. She taught me that anything is possible. Finding the right guy, getting out of a slump, finding a decent job, and even the very valuable lesson that things get worse before they get better. It's true, because I go through times like that and it ALWAYS seems to get better. Not always right away, but it DOES it better. I love my mother and I will always be her little girl.

My Blog

Update on me and the baby’s 2 months update (2 1/2)

Well, let's start with the baby.  Sh was 11 pounds 12 oz. at her last appointment.  She was also 23 1/2 inches long.  Both are above average for her age, BUT, she's not over weight BECA...
Posted by I Finally Feel Alive! on Mon, 29 Oct 2007 08:03:00 PST

Baby Update - 1 month!

Wow, it's been a month already!  At her last appointment, she weighed 10 pounds even.  She was 22 inches long.  They said that her weight, head size and length were all above average fo...
Posted by I Finally Feel Alive! on Thu, 20 Sep 2007 01:50:00 PST

Update on me and the baby. 8-29-07

things are going fine.  Where the cut for the c-section was had a lot of stuff leaking out of it so they put me on some antibiotics.  It got worse the next day though and I went in again.&nb...
Posted by I Finally Feel Alive! on Wed, 29 Aug 2007 05:25:00 PST

BABY GIANNA IS HERE!

well, you heard it, I finally had the baby! She's SOOOOO beautiful! Gianna was born 8/16 at 1:27 AM. She weighed 7lbs 7oz. and was 20 1/2 inches long. I went in on the 15th to get induced and was in l...
Posted by I Finally Feel Alive! on Sat, 25 Aug 2007 09:02:00 PST

BABY UPDATE 8/7/07 (with induction date)

Well, the appointment went well.  He decided to induce unless I went into labor before then so the date that we have is Monday is they have an open room.  There is a chance either way that I...
Posted by I Finally Feel Alive! on Tue, 07 Aug 2007 03:14:00 PST

Baby Update 8-3-07

Okay, the doctor asked me to go to the hospital today to have an AFI and non stress test done.  So, we went lol.  The AFI (amniotic fluid index) turned out adequate.  It was just to see...
Posted by I Finally Feel Alive! on Fri, 03 Aug 2007 01:15:00 PST

Baby Update 7-31-06

Well, they were supposed to set up a date to induce today BUT, not the case.  I went in to the doctors and I'm still only a centimeter dialated and my cervix isnt thinning AT ALL and its been ove...
Posted by I Finally Feel Alive! on Tue, 31 Jul 2007 03:19:00 PST

Baby Update 7-23-07

Well, the appointment went REALLY well.  I'm still only a centimeter dialated, but the midwife said that the baby's head was right there.  She also said ........ if I dont have a baby by my ...
Posted by I Finally Feel Alive! on Mon, 23 Jul 2007 12:17:00 PST

Baby Update 7-16-07

well, not much has changed.  The doctor said that I'm still about a centimeter but I am progressing!  So what does that mean? Am I a centimeter and a HALF!? lol.  Anyway.  He looke...
Posted by I Finally Feel Alive! on Tue, 17 Jul 2007 08:22:00 PST

Baby Update 7-9-2007

Well, I'm still only a centimeter dialated and my group B strep test came back normal.  The baby is fine, heartbeat is normal and I only gained 1 pound this time lol.  Hopefully it is coming...
Posted by I Finally Feel Alive! on Mon, 09 Jul 2007 02:34:00 PST