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About Me

'I really get angry that people hide from their problems and emotions by drinking or taking drugs instead of gritting it out' - Brandan Schieppati.
Straight edge hardcore/punk kid.

I'm finally happy that I'm old!
I love music, and cliched as it sounds, it means the world to me and is my life.
I have the greatest best friend I could ever hope and pray for. Fran is my lifeline and I love her with all my heart.
To my extended family in Bleeding Through and The Dearly Demented; you give me some of the happiest times I have ever experienced. You don't have to be blood to be family.
Right now my life consists of hanging round the boys, whether it be getting tattooed, getting lost on hills or just eating pub lunch together.
I believe in love and I believe in hate. One is worthwhile and the other a complete waste of emotion. However, both are one side to the same coin, the flipside of which is a complete lack of emotion.
I am in love with death just as much as I am with life, I don't mean that in a suicidal way, just that I see both as great journeys with uncertain ends, and that thought invigorates me. The more time that passes by, the more I have come to cherish the wisdom of experience.
I wear my heart on my sleeve and I'm not ashamed of it. I'd rather live my life with far too emotion, than live it with none at all. When i get really worried I have a tendency to throw up. I'm not ashamed to cry when I've been hurt. Humans are the only thing on the planet that cry the way we do so it must be for a reason.
And now to the greatest advice I have ever received, from a guy that I am proud to call my friend - "well dude just try and breath and just let your self know that you are more than a piece of meat and dont hurt yourself.. i think that you can just put the shit behind you and say fuck everyone and rebuild your self,, dude thats about all i can say see you soon.." Thank you Brandan.

My Blog

Moment Of The Year

So Pete and are I watching bands at Eddies (great club by the way) waiting for xBishopx to take the stage. As we watch the next band setting up we see its not xBishopx but Kingdom, whom we had previou...
Posted by on Fri, 23 Jan 2009 16:19:00 GMT

Faith Lost

Three years without, and I should be reveling in your joy. Instead I'm left with the pain of your absence, having never seen your face.An angel without a heart will always stand over you. Until we mee...
Posted by on Fri, 17 Oct 2008 15:17:00 GMT

Left My Heart...

...on tour.I miss the lack of sleep, the smelling bad, the crap food. I want to be sleeping in the hostels, talking to random Canadians in the chill out room and listening to Black Metal at 10am while...
Posted by on Mon, 30 Jun 2008 14:59:00 GMT

Download 08

Where do I start? What can I say? How about HOLY FUCKING SHIT! The highlight of my day has to be in the middle of Bleeding Throughs set and Brandan is onstage talking about the new album and why its c...
Posted by on Sun, 15 Jun 2008 11:46:00 GMT

Which Way Should I Go?

I don't know how to put into words how I feel at the moment. Its akin to teetering on the edge of the brink, staring into the abyss and wondering whether jumping would be a good idea or not. On one si...
Posted by on Sun, 25 May 2008 12:48:00 GMT

When Cooler Heads Prevail...

Let me let you in to a little secret. Despite what I've said on many many occassions, being straight edge isn't easy. Don't get me wrong, not drinking, smoking, doing drugs or not sleeping around, tha...
Posted by on Sat, 17 May 2008 19:27:00 GMT

Ember Drive

The tears come strong again.I wasn't ready for your time to end.I swear i'd tear this world apart to save you.I think about that day. I'd do anything to forget the pain. But the skies burn and the flo...
Posted by on Thu, 15 May 2008 14:57:00 GMT

And Its All For You!

I've tried to write this blog 3 times now, and its content keeps changing.Loss, hurt, betrayal, relief, anger...I could go on with how I feel right now. My head is fucked.
Posted by on Sun, 24 Feb 2008 10:17:00 GMT

7am Musings

There is such a lack of responsibility in this world. It has become all to easy for people to plant the seeds of doubt in someones mind, and then to watch it grow. We live in a world where handing out...
Posted by on Sun, 03 Feb 2008 23:21:00 GMT

Ars Moriendi

Now I am normally loathe to do this, as when I write I prefer people to have their own opinions on the meanings of my lyrics. However, due to certain circumstances right now, I feel it is in my best i...
Posted by on Sat, 02 Feb 2008 09:59:00 GMT