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About Me

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My name is Cassie. Cassandra. whatever. I go to mt. sac, im still not sure what i want to do with my life. either a teacher or a nurse. not sure. I work at Tillys, its fun. i love to write, i rarely ever share it though. I live my life as well as i can. i try to be the best person i can be, i wont make fun of you meanly, i try not to hold prejudices, i just try to be an honestly GOOD person. But I have a genetic temper... I love reading and taking long drives. sadly, i love smoking. I love iced tea, lasagna, vampire novels, saving everything, cuddling with my dog meshi, sleeping, being awake when everyones asleep and the idea of true love. I dislike catty girls, back stabbers, one night stands, judgemental people, animal cruelty, cruelty in general, religious people who live their lives as assholes without living the way they preach or even trying to, the idea of death, selfish people, and hate.

My Interests

she said"Ive got to let some things go. how do i know which things those are?"i said "you open your hands really wide and try to carry with you as much as you can, and whatever slips between your figers you leave behind.the other optionn is to leave everything."-wesley francis

I'd like to meet:

God.i like my body when it is with your body. It is so quite a new thing. Muscles better and nerves more. i like your body. i like what it does, i like its hows. i like to feel the spine of your body and its bones, and the trembling -firm-smooth ness and which i will again and again and again kiss, i like kissing this and that of you, i like,, slowly stroking the, shocking fuzz of your electric fur, and what-is-it comes over parting flesh . . . . And eyes big Love-crumbs,and possibly i like the thrillof under me you quite so new-EE Cummings

Music:

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Movies:

true romance, legend, pearl harbor, 28 days later, now and then

Books:

HARRY POTTER!!!! Farenheit 451, a tale of two cities,echo, witchbaby,anything by Francesca Lia Block, LJ Smith, Anne Rice. and i love reading myths. fuuun

Heroes:

Do all the good you can, In all the ways you can, Just as long as you can. And don't make any noise about it. The Number One Man In My Life. He's 7.

My Blog

alone vs. lonely

so honestly, most everyone is searching to have those moments when theyre not lonely. its so easy to not be alone, but so hard to not be lonely. and if youre one of those few people who dont feel lone...
Posted by CASSanova on Mon, 08 Oct 2007 09:20:00 PST

unforgivable.

traffic lights burn the corners of my eyes ad i squint with a smirk across my face. i pretend like im leaving forever. that i will never again see a solitary familiar face. and it strangely bring...
Posted by CASSanova on Thu, 04 Oct 2007 10:24:00 PST

I HAVE DECIDED...

to not fall in love. ever again. after many conversations with friends, ive come to realize that most of my problems are self inflicted and because i allowed myself to fall in love, and because i am o...
Posted by CASSanova on Mon, 24 Sep 2007 12:54:00 PST

i dont know why i do it to myself

i constantly bring back horrible memories that just hurt me. i found myself reading old letters, or messages that caused me weeks of crying myself to sleep. when i just want to drive around and smoke ...
Posted by CASSanova on Tue, 14 Aug 2007 02:41:00 PST

THE FEAR I CANNOT ESCAPE

so i just finished harry potter and the deathly hallows. and it made me feel sad because ive been reading harry potter for the greater part of my adolescence and i find it somewhat symbolic that now, ...
Posted by CASSanova on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 08:06:00 PST

journal entries from beginning to last.

My livejournal entries since the first tim ei started dating adre. this is really long but i thought it was interesting since it just kinda shows the pregression of our relationhsip. i use to seem him...
Posted by CASSanova on Fri, 18 May 2007 05:41:00 PST

SOMETIMES LOVE JUST ISNT ENOUGH

..> Sometimes LOVE ISNT ENOUGH so basically ive been cheated on. And idk how many times or with how many girls. all i know of is one girl, about 4-6 times. A girl i trusted in he beginning, a girl...
Posted by CASSanova on Fri, 11 May 2007 05:31:00 PST

Fuck this shit. Till i get over you...

I dont care anymore. he can go out and fuck whoever he wants. he can go do whatever he wants. How long do you have to put up with a jerk. love cant be a one way street. you oshould get what you give. ...
Posted by CASSanova on Tue, 10 Oct 2006 04:19:00 PST

Love and comfort

And it seems like none of us our strong. Non of us can say no. None of us really know what we want. And when we do, we end up changing our minds so damn often. And we all are searching for love and co...
Posted by CASSanova on Sat, 04 Feb 2006 11:14:00 PST

So I say "I hate you"

whatever. :)Life is good because this weekend is going to be awesome!and i dont care about it all.so i say "fuck you" and i smile and kiss, and after i say, "I hate you" and we dont care. and i dont c...
Posted by CASSanova on Thu, 20 Oct 2005 10:28:00 PST