The names klair nicknames are few but great
elephant tito + monster +goose + a couple i would rather leave untold
i may be ugly but beautiful people don't always survive
the depth of the ocean is just a fraction of the depths of my thoughts
if u think u no just remeber things change
just because i've changed doesn't mean i don't care just as much if not more
i love to keep things simple but people are to complex (human nature)
i've only ever had one person that i could honestly say understood me but he lost his life and i lost him =*(
i can tell when someone truely cares about me because they will try to understand, it just never happens completely (don't give up)
if ur confused ur trying
i am what i am and i refuse to change for anyone (including you)
love can't last because people are too gredy to see real beauty in anything for long
romance is over rated in my opinion just another distraction from true fealings
im a love or hate person you will either love me or hate me it's your choice in life, do as you wish it's not gonna stop me
it's not what you have in life it's what you do with it!!
why help yourself when you can help others
im a rough girl but im a lover not a fighter
I was born a party girl grew up that way and I'll die that way
I'll talk to anyone so if your bored or need a friend im always here
no matter what happens ill have a place for you in my heart so come fill it in
let love lead you in all you doabout me well...
things i love
night swimming in the rain...welll anything in the rain really
sports=dirt bike riding+softball
.. favorite color= grey i no it sounds dull but personality makes up for it
Family and Friends are my life
to Laugh until i cant breath and im crying( cheese balls)
FOOD is the most amazing thing God gave
To Be Active
Meeting new People is always an adventure (but i am shy!!)
PARTIES&& crowded places you can neever feel alone
being spontaniouse is just how i am not how i try to be
elephants... their amazingthings i Dont LIKE
i HATE being alone
liars if i'm not worth the truth then don't waste your breath
People who cheat in relationships dont deserve relationships
the sound of someone puking
not understand things from someone elses point of view
making people cry
presure frustration and stress
OTHER.?.?.
HAY GIRL HAYjust some thoughts:9/14/08Words are meaningless without actions to prove their truth so why must we continue to speak our meaningless thoughts and sit still. If we lack the energy required to love then why pronounce the words that are so over used and thrown around in this world so full of hate and despair? LOVE the meaning is endless when it is known to be true and when i come to the point in this life to love someone and have them whole hearted love me back i will pronouce those words to them and they won't even have to hear them to feel the love i will expell to them the words will be like a smalll recognision to the emotion being forced down their throught. Think about the fact that Love is now know as just a four letter word in the world today and not the emotion it is so desired to be...9/14/08Have you ever woundered why the world that we live in today is so filled with noise??? We live in this world with so many distractions that most of us over look but the pain which builds on our insides is ignored and unoticed due to the noise that surrounds us ineveryday life. Thats why defining silence is murder and drives people to insanity the pain which was once overlooked and forgotten of is now more than ever noticed due to lack of noise and peoples thoughts grow and eat them alive.10/19/08 she walked cassually obliviouse to the oppending doom that so quickly was approaching.Startled by a load noise she began to walk with haste and her heart began to beat with accumulating speed.A quick glance back caused her to slip flailing to the ground with her momentum pushing her down with a great force.with her head spinning she tried to straighten her thoughts enough to lift herself up and keep going but the rain caused just another confusion.A voice familiar yet faint rings all alarms in her head and no matter how confussed she relizes that she needs to run and if she can't then it could be the death of her.As she lifts herself from the slick ground a warm liquid fills her right eye and she feels the explosion of pain from her now split head.She tried to ignor it for she understood the danger that is so close behind but as she runs she finds herself stumbling into the darkness. Thoughts swarm her head... she shouldnt have run away. she should be home, warm,safe!! she should never have let a man convince her so easily... the voice sounds again and her insticts tell her to run faster and as she did a hand suddenly grabed her and spun her around.The ground was so wet that the tracktion on her shoes did her no justice.Adrinaline pumps through her body and is now drowning out all pain but is it enough?? Her eyes fall black and noises all slur together she has lost all control of her body as she feels the man fumbling with her limp figure fighting to keep her up. He held her close and whispered he loves her but what could these words mean to her with all that he has done to her.The first sign of her redeming her consiousness is the feeling of cold rain falling on her skin.She feels the man holding her convult with deep sobs and hears him crying but can't help but feel like pushing him away.He caused all of her pain and made her life what it was up until that point and now she was working so hard to change the life that she had been handed.The man who she was supposed to be able to trust the most in the world, who was suppossed to guard her from all pain and all evil had been the one who hurt her the most.Confussed and so younge she tried to hide the pain that had been so much a part of her life from the first scream she heard. She forced herself to believe that things would change that it would end differently and that it wasnt him, he was better than the drugs that had consumed him.But these were all just lies meant to comfort her. This man was the man she once called dad but was now just another being taking up space in the world.She used all the strength left in her to force his hands away and run as fast as her body would carry her.She ran until the world around her seemed to crumble and fall away and now she works to build it all back up and make the best of it...11/3/08 why keep the thoughts that continously circulate trapped in our minds wen we hold the capability to say tham as many times as our heart desires? why do we wait when all they really want is to hear the truth that we are so deathly afraid to speak?? stop waiting until your dreams fulfil your worst nightmare and speak what should never be spoken! say wat is never supposed to be said and tell it to the whole world if you need to! Love is a virtue that we with hold for voulnerability is our last desire in this life. But how are we to live without ever learning to love? Love takes courage while hate takes power never give up the power to hate but use it to build the courage to love. To ignore love is to forsake emotion entirely for without love what it emotion but just an empty feeling?... as a good friend once told me..."go to him for if it's true he'll be running to meet you" dont confuse love with lust but never give up on it when you find it for its worth the battle11/3/08
you make me want to run and never look back. like all the others you make me want to tell myself that I’ve changed and that things will never be the way they were so move on the love is gone. But deep down somewhere i hope with all of my heart that that’s not true make its real tell me how it is not how we think it should be fix the picture instead of seeing the broken frame and throwing the whole thing away. When things break you toss them out but I’m only cracking glue me back together and put me back on your shelf where I’ve longed to be for so long but haven't ever been given the chance quit letting me collect dust in the back of the closet where you have let others place me dig me out and show me my importance before someone else does and i let them take me away from you. Save me from the person I’m trying so hard not to be but have always wanted the opportunity too and now that I have it show me all the reasons why I shouldn’t take the leap that has been shortened to a small jump right before my eyes all because of you. To be in love is a fear of mine but one day I will have to get over that fear I don’t want you to hate me for it. Our friend ship is important to me more than you will ever know but why should I stay bowing before you begin for your approval that I have sought for so long now. Show me I have it so that I can stand up and walk away instead of letting the others lead me aside to the way I should be in there eyes. I’m not settling just because you don’t approve does not deem them unworthy it just shows that your standard is higher than I expected but I still long for your approval of which they may never receive.11/5//08 if i were a baker the only thing i would have a recipy for is disaster.I ruin everything even as bread dough is mixed and so much work goes into it i am that dough being shaped and formed by the world around me. Bread dough rises but in me the only thing that seems to rise is my lungs which fill with the air which is nesasary for life. A life that has been given to me...wat did i do to deserve it and what am i to do with it?? i have a life but am i living it to my fullest?? What is my purpose and why must i never be told what to do but only how to do it the right way when i reach the end and figure out that i have taken the wrong path... the wrong path to what?? My parents and family are those who have shaped my understandings and if i don't agree with the people they have made themselves into then does that mean i don't like my self either?? and even if i dont what does it mater to the world which closes around me like the wave of an ocean just waiting for me to grow weak and tired so that it can drag me under and drown me. Drown me in the surroundings that i have chosen and chosen for myself. Why can't i let the things which hurt me go and forgive all those responsible?? Pain is a constant so why am i so horrible at handleing the one thing that will always be in my life?? How can i save others if i'm dieing from the same virus which attacks us all and makes us so voulnerable??
its impossible to understand others fully but why can't we try. Talk and i will listen thats a promise im prepared to keep. i will try to understand if you want me to but don't think that i am as wise as i may seem at times for i am only human but human in itself is an understatment in the way that it is careless at this point and i will never be. Don't be afraid of loss and give up on love for its worth the heart ache in the end and i know that i have never met the end but when it comes i will be ready if i give it all a chance in the first place. take that leap of faith and fall to your death or to the life that you have been afraid to live all these years.11/13/08 i say i don't care what people think but i just care less than other people do...i still care. Those who i refer to as my friends and am most comfortable around are actually the people i worry about what they think which seems very ironic but it makes since if you think about it even though thats not what i expected from myself at this point in my life. I'm not one of those people who look back on life and pity myself for what has happened to me i just think it was a lot of crap that wasn't my fault and shouldn't have happened. Its said that in life the hard ships people face help them grow and make them stronger but when do they get the chance to draw the line and decide for themselfs that they are strong enough?...never ha ha ha if it were only that simple. i like to think that i am a strong person but only i know my weaknesses that could grow and defeat me one day so just know that if you are one of my weaknesses i usually try to talk to you as much as i can or your willing to talk back because i know that i need to watch out for what your next move may be in this well drawn out chess game i refer to as my life. It's not a bad thing to be one of my weaknesses just means i probably care about you a lot or want to for some reason. Sometimes i do a thing i call people watching...sounds pretty creepy right? Well what i do is i keep a distance from that person and just pay great attention to details about them that most people would never notice such as the way they walk or carry themselfs. What preferances they may have and their personality traits. This just helps me better my desicion on wether to get to know themor become good friends or not because if their not worth my time why waste what little time i've been given in this world... as if this myspace isn't a waste of time ha ha ha well thats pretty much my thoughts for the night so... text me if you get bored11/13/08 ok i lied i had one more thought that i've had no one to talk to about but has been on my mind since i woke up this morning... have you ever had one of those dreams where your surrounded by problems and you have to run until you hit like a cliff or somthing and you wake up just in time so you don't have to jump or face the problems(what ever they may be) well next time you have one of those think out all the possibilities of what your next move could have been and talk to me about it because no matter how strange it may seem i'd like to know ... i would have pushed them all off the clif and called a friend to come and save me =)... come save me!!2/5/09 when ur phone battery dies alomost everynight it just goes to show that ur texting way too much but hey im not a hypocrit text ur heart out, and plug ur phone in every night like i do haha...keep a smile on cuz even if the people around u have no clue wat may be going through ur head they will eventually all be smiling with u... save ur problems for the one who wants to hear them and trust me that person is out there. the rain brings out the best in us and brings people closer together. the rain pulls me in and relaxes me like nothing else...well that is besides eating haha2/5/09 i had this dream about a week ago... America was being surrounded by a mass army all coming in from Iraq. The new president Obama was on high alert and had an idea that could either destroy us or bring us to victory. He purosed that we send out our troops to Iraq to find the head leader of the war and to kill him off therefore seiseing the war all together. America was very uncertain about this idea so we had an emergency vote and the whole nation was frantic but the outcome was that we stay here and protect our civilians but one city gather all people over 16 and send them on the mision. Anaheim was elected...ask me to finish later hahah2/5/09
I like to eat no ice cream... ALEX haha when a guy likes a girl i guess they stuter like this haha{}
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