[gorefaery]

|| Gorefaery – Faery of Gore ||

|| Yeah, we all know about a faery is (fairy if you like) and what a fairy represents: sweetness, cuteness, everything tender and shiny like a spark... a star glowing trough doflowers throwing the magical dust...Whatever... Then what happens when you mix it with the graphic horror, bloody death bodies and disgusting broken heads, scars, wounds and flesh of GORE?.. Everything mixed to a mess... then you got me ||

|| I’m that contrast, that fusion of “opposite” things, like a lollipop with sulfuric acid, ice falling from the sky that turns on fire in the ground, like a little cute porcelain doll with a bleeding knife in her hand.. ||

|| I can be a fate or a monster, I’m both.., a Goddess or an angel from darkness.. I’m both… All that mixture of situations against themselves, contradictions and eternal fights for reason.. that’s me ||

|| Some Facts ||

|| I’m not yet an artist but I’d love to be ||

|| I’m a perfectionist, but sometimes I just don’t give a fuck about perfection.. I can follow a goal and achieve it or give it up just in the final moment. ||

|| Love is poison to me, it really makes me sick, and people in love, kissing in public.. caressing.. ewwww!! ||

|| I never look for friendship, I rarely date people.. and if I got someone that get that close to hang out with me.. go out together, etc.. I leave them in a month or less.. I can’t stand it! ||

|| I’m not what you can call a goth, emo, punk or metalhead, or whatever the shitty label you want to put on me.. I can’t stick myself in one style.. that is not mine.. I tend to follow some clothes, some colors, some music, but that doesn’t make me fit in a stereotype ||

|| I’m claustrophobic and nictophobic, I can’t stand closed and dark spaces, they freak me out.. that’s why I don’t go to discotheques, cinemas, elevators and shit like that ||

|| I can’t be in a group of many people, I try to control myself when I’m at university but lately I left it because of it ||

|| I’d rather being in a museum or a library than a party or disco ||

|| I hate tv and movies (except when they are cultural programs) ||

|| i'm online 90% of the time, if not i am drawing, taking photos, painting, or sleeping ||

|| i absolutely hate stupidity and mis-spelt words; good grammar and expression is important to me, show me you can read, that you are literate and cultured.. sorry if I’m wrong in this part, English is not exactly my best language ||

|| I don’t like drinking alcohol or smoking, I really hate it, and the people who meet up to drink, go to parties, smoke, doing drugs.. je detéste!! ||

|| My life basically is drawing, hallucinating, painting, using photoshop for drawing and painting, taking photos, staying alone in my room with the perfect lights and the perfect book, making small animations with my camera and video maker, posting in some forums or just writing the shit you are reading now xD ||

|| I can sleep 2 or 31 hours depending on my mood ||

|| I hate touching people, I use to think they pollute me, I try to avoid touching as best as I can ||

|| I have to take 2 showers a day because I feel dirty and contaminated ||

|| Mental Situation ||

|| I have maniac-depressive transtorn and some schizoid personality and still fighting for my brain ||

|| I live with 6 people inside and a whole universe full of mythology from all the cultures fills my mind, it’s kinda hard to handle, but I can do it pretty well... I think ||

|| i've been accused of talking to myself and talking to animals and inanimate things... well.. someone has to listen to me ||

|| I use to hallucinate when I’m all alone.. it’s wonderful because I don’t need drugs to do that.. but my head hurts so bad then rawrr.. ||

|| Some time ago I had a superior level of intelligence, but lately something from the inside is down rating my level ||

|| arts :: art is a 99% of my life.. i live for it.. i'm always thinking about it.. in a picture, music, a painting, if i got some money i run to stores and buy my only vice: brushes, canvas, pencils, paintings, all the materials i need to express myself ||

|| Drawing:: where everything starts (at least in concrete) Mediums i Use:: Pencils, Mechanical Pencils, Fibers, Feathers, Pastels, Oil Pastels, Pens, Color pencils., Charcoal.. etc..everything is useful! ||

|| Traditional Painting :: The natural shit.. using brushes and canvas, or cartoon, wood, metal, all surfaces are paintable for my brushes and my fingers.. Mediums I Use:: Oils, Acrylics, Latex Paint, Gouaché,Watercolors, Sprays and air brushers, uhh..all you can find in many colors ^^ ||

|| Digital Painting :: The program i use for it ys Photoshop CS3, i'm just in love with this program.. i adore it ^^.. i learned to use it lately an i don't know what'd i do without it.. when i have a traditional drawing i scan it and paint it with photoshop and another version in traditional mediums, and when i'm bored, i open this and create new things, other ways of digital art i do is Photomanipulation (with phososhop too) and animations and gifs.. lately i'm using Poser too to do some 3d characters, well.. i'm learning.. adn i hope to use 3dmax too and other programs of 3d illustration. Oh, i almost forgot, i don't use a table for digital drawing, my pulse is exact enough to use a simple mouse ^^. ||