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About Me

"The gem cannot be polished without friction, nor man perfected without trials."I am anxious to be tested or challenged, but I am not afraid to question authority. I am a perpetual student of learning. I am true to myself and will only regret the chances I don't take to seek my heart's desire. I try my best to remember the good times and keep no record of yesterday's sins. Life's too short to look back on the past; you tend to miss the present. I will not let myself be limited, paralyzed, or held hostage by fear. I will not be a prisoner to my own perceptions or expectations, nor anyone else's. I am a continual work in progress. I have changed a lot and I'm not ashamed to admit that now. I am the person I have become because of ALL of my experiences. I have been shaped and molded by the sun and the rain. I regret no experience, good or bad.

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My Interests

"L.o.n.g you live and high you fly,
And smiles you'll give and tears you'll cry,
And all you t o u c h and all you see...
Is ALL your life will EVER be.

I'd like to meet:

Some day you will die and
Someone or something will steal your carbon
Some day something will die and
Somehow you'll figure out how
Often you will die somehow and
Something's going to steal your carbon
The Heart May Freeze Or It Can burn
The Pain Will Ease If I Can Learn
There Is no future
There Is no past
I Live this Moment As My Last
There's Only Us
There's Only This
Forget.Regret. Or Life Is Yours To Miss
No Other Road
No Other Way
No Day But Today
There's Only Yes
Only Tonight
We Must Let Go
To Know What is Alright
No Other Course
No Other Way
No Day But Today
I Cant control
My destiny
I Trust My Soul
There's Only Here
Give in To Love
Or Live in Fear
No Other Path
No Other Way
No Day But Today

Music:

â€œThey say itâ€™s the last song.
They donâ€™t know us, you see.
Itâ€™s only the last song
if WE let it be.â€

Movies:

It's not how you wear your hair, it's what's inside your head!"
Heads...you live. Tails...you die.
Every story only has one ending...
We ALL fall down

Television:

Three Stooges, QAF, Family Guy, ATHF, UFC, PRIDE fighting, ISKA karate, IFL :)

You say you found Jesus Christ. Hes the only one.
You say you found Buddha, Sitting in the sun.
You say you found Mohammed, Facing to the east.
You say you found Krishna, Dancing in the seats.
Ain't nobody gonna do it for you.
Well you may believe in devils and you may believe in lords
But Christ, you're gonna have to serve yourself and that's all there is to it.
You got to serve yourself
Ain't nobody gonna do it for you.
You gotta serve yourself.
Nobodys gonna do for you.

Books:

â€œThe happiest people are those who think the most interesting thoughts.
Those who decide to use leisure as a means of mental development,
who love good music, good books, good pictures, good company, good conversation,
are the happiest people in the world.
And they are not only happy in themselves,
they are the cause of happiness in others.â€
Willian Lyon Phelps

Heroes:

"I wanted a perfect ending.
Now I've learned, the hard way,
that some poems don't rhyme,
and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end.
Life is about not knowing, having to change,
taking the moment and making the best of it,
without knowing what's going to happen next.
Delicious Ambiguity."Dad ♥ You'll always be my #1 dad and favorite person. I will miss you every day and live my life in honor of you. The world will never be the same without you. RIP 02/27/2008

My Blog

Family needs prayer; mourning a loss

It's been a while since I've been on and, as usual, I have bad news. Last Sunday, February 27th, my father Joseph Desper Sr. had a massive heart attack and passed away at age 55. He was a great man wh...
Posted by ¤ ♥ ♠ on Mon, 04 Feb 2008 12:36:00 PST

My Soulmate =]

..> ..> ..> ..> You've found your soulmateLet the skeptics be cynical - you know that soulmates do exist because you're already with yours! Many women choose partners for all the wrong ...
Posted by ¤ ♥ ♠ on Sat, 17 Nov 2007 03:10:00 PST

Another horrible thing! What is up with this luck?

Well, If I didn't have bad luck, I'd have no luck at all. I just want to be quick about this and give details later, but yeah my car was damaged TWICE tonight! In the SAME parking lot! I was so fuckin...
Posted by ¤ ♥ ♠ on Sat, 04 Aug 2007 11:34:00 PST

I hate...

Shitty ass fucking shit and shitty ass fucking people.
Posted by ¤ ♥ ♠ on Fri, 03 Aug 2007 02:51:00 PST

Badfish

Went to Badfish concert last night. Had an awesome time. One of my tattoos got me a free CD haha so you know it was a blast. ;) Sarah, Ali, Crandon, Brian...it was so nice seeing you guys there. It fe...
Posted by ¤ ♥ ♠ on Thu, 23 Nov 2006 07:58:00 PST

A parable by Leo Tolstoy

A Parable by Leo Tolstoy I see mankind as a herd of cattle inside a fenced enclosure. Outside the fence are green pastures and plenty for the cattle to eat, while inside the fence there is not quite...
Posted by ¤ ♥ ♠ on Sun, 29 Oct 2006 03:41:00 PST

Mom's back in the hospital again :(

Yesterday at about 4:00 in the afternoon my mother was rushed to the Emergency Room again, this time with a 102.4 fever. (This is after being in the hospital for 7 weeks and only being home just about...
Posted by ¤ ♥ ♠ on Sun, 29 Oct 2006 09:22:00 PST

My poor mommy :(

Argh, she's sick before she goes in the hospital, then she does well in the nursing home and she's immediately sick when she gets out! I feel so bad for her! I just don't know what to do for her anymo...
Posted by ¤ ♥ ♠ on Wed, 18 Oct 2006 03:42:00 PST

My poor mommy :(

R.I.P Bigman's car :(

Two nights ago Bigman, Dave, and I got into a minor (injury wise) car accident and it looks like bigman's car is not going to make it. I loved that car :( It's so sad...And my face hurts, and my knees...
Posted by ¤ ♥ ♠ on Fri, 13 Oct 2006 06:05:00 PST