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Paige

close your eyes for some place new

About Me


Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
If I should choose to fall apart
don't you think you should let me?
Hi! I'm Paige. Call me whatever you like [provided it's not rude or obscene, mind you.] I'm 18 & I live in Seven Kings in South East London, which apparently is infested with rats. I go to Canon Palmer Catholic School [despite being an Atheist] & study History, English Literature & ICT at A-level. I did Biology for AS level but have dropped that because it managed to almost kill my love for Science. People always seem to be under the impression that I'm smart, but I'm really not. I work hard but am nowhere near as clever as people think I am as I tend to lack motivation when it's most needed. I have a very diverse music taste & listen to practically every genre of music around [so yes, I do enjoy the Spice Girls' greatest hits & the wonderful tunes of Westlife!] I like pulling silly faces. I say "random", "like", "tramp" & "it's ridiculous!" a lot, as well as calling everybody "darling". I'm never without chewing gum. I frequently burst into song & will randomly dance the Macarena. I love photographs probably more than anything else & spend a lot of my time chasing people with a camera. I don't get enough sleep. I'm 99% of the time absolutely exhausted, meaning that you'll usually find me with a packet of JellyTots in one hand & a can of Red Bull in the other.
I'm undoubtedly rather immature; I still laugh at the condoms in the chemist's & I wave & shout random obscenities at people if I'm in a good mood. People tell me that I have an extremely dirty mind & I guess that's something that I'm notoriously known for! Not a lot of people actually know me that well. I find it very difficult to converse with people, amongst other social situations as they absolutely terrify me, so please don't think I'm just being anti-social or ignoring you! I like things better when I'm drunk. The world seems a whole lot brighter that way. I'm pretty much insatiable, & that really annoys me. I'm also extremely observant. I notice a LOT of things before other people do, thus making it very difficult for people to try & hide things from me. My advice is not to bother & just be honest!
I have depression & Social Anxiety Disorder, which means I'm not exactly the happiest person to be around, & such illnesses make me extremely insecure & paranoid. Thus, I have ruined a lot of good things in my life/lost people because my thought processes are very messed up. I can also complain quite a bit if something's annoyed me. But I'm a really nice person. I'm not overly boring, but I have morals. I have a strong sense of what's right & what's wrong. I also care about others, a lot; I'll always find time if anyone needs it. I try too hard. I can't stand liars. Don't lie to me - I always find out, one way or another. I also despise change more than anything, which is possibly the reason why I never really change myself, both physically & personality wise... although, I am trying to 'pull myself out of my shell' a little bit now after a lot of crap that's happened in my life recently. In the end, everything will be okay & that's all I can hope for.
Anything else, just ask. :]
Luvluvluv.

STOP & STARE
I THINK I'M MOVING BUT I GO NOWHERE

My Interests

achievement, acoustic, alcohol, anorexia, Asian men, Atheism, Bailey's, beautiful smiles, being a perv, being drunk, blogging, "boobies!", bouncy balls, boy bands, cats, childish things, chocolate milk, "cock!", comedy, completing 'to-do' lists, Converse, Daleks, David Tennant, depression, doodling, drawing penises & other various obscenities, dreaming, eavesdropping, escaping life, Elyes Gabel, exploring, F1 racing, Facebook, fast food, friends, graffiti, grammar, guitar music, gum, hands, Haribo, holding hands, holidays, hoodies, horror, hugs, humour, ice cream, ICT, imagination, innocence, inside jokes, intelligent people, jellytots, jewellery, Johnny Depp, lager & lime, laughing uncontrollably, "ledge", "life has meaning!", LiveJournal, London, long walks listening to music, loud music, lyrics, m&ms, making fart noises to scare people, Maidenhead, maturity, memories, mirrors, movies, Mr. Monaf's ICT lessons, music, my cat, my digital camera, my iPod, MySpace, Neopets, New Zealand accents, Norwich, nostalgia, older men, people who believe in me, perfection, photographs, pizza, poetry, Pogo games, Pokemon, posing, post-it notes, PS2, pulling silly faces, punk rock, pyjamas, randomness, reading, receiving mail, Red Bull, reminiscing, rock, sarcasm, sausage rolls, Science, shortbread, sleeping, snow, Spain [Menorca], stalking, suicide, swearing instead of using adjectives, swings, Tamagotchis, teachers, texting, the past, travelling, true happiness, TV, uniform, use of proper English, video games, vodka, walking, wearing ties, weekends, writing, yellow .

I'd like to meet:

Johnny Depp
Elyes Gabel
David Tennant
Ant & Dec
Jeremy Kyle
Antony Cotton
EVERYONE from Strictly Come Dancing [especially Anton Du Beke]
My online friends
Decent, genuine people.

Music:

Goo Goo Dolls, Linkin Park, My Chemical Romance, Something Corporate, The All-American Rejects, The Used, Lifehouse, 3 Doors Down, Simple Plan, Green Day, Sugarcult, Busted, Yellowcard, Maroon 5, Good Charlotte, Backstreet Boys, Evanescence, Fall Out Boy, The Spill Canvas, Rascal Flatts, The Ataris, HIM, Matchbox 20, The Starting Line, Matchbook Romance, Ryan Cabrera, Westlife [my guilty pleasure ♥], Avril Lavigne, Daniel Bedingfield, Natasha Bedingfield, Kelly Clarkson, Craig David, Keane, Lily Allen, Better Than Ezra, Lostprophets, Coldplay, James Blunt, Lighthouse Family, Story Of The Year, P!nk, Creed, Hellogoodbye, Jack's Mannequin, Panic! At The Disco, Crossfade, Plain White T's, The Feeling, Cauterize, Hinder, The Rocket Summer, Savage Garden, Razorlight, Breaking Benjamin, James Morrison, Jesse McCartney, Chris Daughtry, Keith Urban, Sick Puppies, Skillet.

Movies:

SWEENEY TODD, Angela's Ashes, Sleepy Hollow, Secret Window, Blow, Edward Scissorhands, Pirates Of The Caribbean 1-3, From Hell, Chocolat, Titanic, Messiah Series, Goodnight Mr. Tom, East Is East, Kevin & Perry Go Large, Kill Bill Vol. 1, Kill Bill Vol. 2, The Poseidon Adventure, Forrest Gump, Meet The Parents, Meet The Fockers, Harry Potter Series, Mean Girls, Mrs Doubtfire, The Santa Clause, Colourblind, Men In Black 1 and 2, Austin Powers, Hocus Pocus, Cheaper By The Dozen, Cheaper By The Dozen 2, Jungle 2 Jungle, 13 Going On 30, Panic Room, The Mummy, The Mummy Returns, The Exorcist, Bend It Like Beckham, Freaky Friday, Bruce Almighty, Final Destination Series, Holes, Billy Elliot, I Robot, Hitch, Corpse Bride, House Of Wax, Matilda, The Princess Diaries, The Princess Diaries 2, Nanny McPhee, Flight Plan, Borat, Team America, Poseidon, A Walk To Remember, How To Lose A Guy In 10 Days, The Notebook, School For Scoundrels, Stardust, Juno.

Television:

STRICTLY COME DANCING!!!, Waterloo Road, Hustle, House MD, Eastenders, Corrie, Casualty [before Guppy left], The Real Hustle, The X Factor, Afterlife, Only Fools And Horses, One Foot In The Grave, Gimme Gimme Gimme, Goodness Gracious Me, You've Been Framed!, Kenan & Kel, My Family, Doctor Who, Little Britain, Trisha, Jerry Springer, The Jeremy Kyle Show, American Idol, Friends, Drake & Josh, Street Crime, Family Fortunes [come on, it's funny], The X Files, Dancing On Ice, Nanny 911, Most Haunted, Master Chef, Ant And Dec's Saturday Night Takeaway, Catchphrase [sshh], The Crystal Maze [♥], The Catherine Tate Show, Soapstar Superstar, Sugar Rush, Balls Of Steel, Britain's Got Talent, Supernanny, Cheaters, Maury, Hell's Kitchen, That Antony Cotton Show, Fonejacker, The Street, Dragon's Den, Whose Line Is It Anyway?, TV Burp.

Books:

A Child Called 'It', Lola Rose, Angela's Ashes, The Picture Of Dorian Gray.

...I'm a Lit student that doesn't read.

Heroes:




They ARE the supreme beings & the superior race of the universe. They'll rule the Earth someday.

Neg the fuckin' ledge, mate!

My Blog

oh love, when does this twisting end?

I'm a horrible person.I'm sorry.
Posted by Paige on Thu, 20 Sep 2007 01:43:00 PST

'cause I've been waiting all my life for a break like this

ATTENTION. This is a very important announcement. Want to know why it's so important? Well, I'll tell you. I HAVE NOT EATEN A MCDONALD'S MEAL FOR A WHOLE MONTH!!! Take that. I rock. This is one of my...
Posted by Paige on Mon, 17 Apr 2006 01:56:00 PST

take my hand now, we'll run forever

Yo. Just posting this because I'm bored, & because... my family are famous! Lmao. Well, not exactly. But they're in the paper. I think you can just about read it; I had to shrink it loads just s...
Posted by Paige on Sat, 15 Apr 2006 10:47:00 PST

I wanna be runnin' when the sand runs out <3

Happy Birthday, Fahad! Who's up for failing GCSEs? I am! No seriously. I can't revise. I just.can't.be.arsed. Today I was all for getting out my text books & going over Science stuff, but so far t...
Posted by Paige on Mon, 10 Apr 2006 08:39:00 PST

...taking pleasure in the awful things you put me through

This sounds so awful. But I really wish he'd treat me like I meant more to him instead of second best. I know he does care, but not in the same way. It's like I'm the alternative option if they'r...
Posted by Paige on Sat, 18 Feb 2006 05:35:00 PST

my hands are at your throat & I think I hate you

Hell yeah. If you're looking for real news, well, you're not getting it since this isn't the place. But I will let you know that I suck so much & can't be a good person, however hard I try. Oh, ...
Posted by Paige on Fri, 20 Jan 2006 01:24:00 PST

How awesome is this?

Don't be afraid if your picture's on there. If you're there it means I like you. ...
Posted by Paige on Tue, 27 Dec 2005 12:08:00 PST

i'mnotokayi'mnotokayi'mnotohfuckingkay

I wouldn't normally do this sort of thing but I'm just so sick to death of LiveJournal. I'd delete the damn thing but then it would result in unneccessary drama & loss of friends, etc so I'm just ...
Posted by Paige on Wed, 23 Nov 2005 02:42:00 PST

I find it quite sad that this made my day.

Lmfao. &&& I signed into my old MSN account & saw this. I think that proves how ancient that address is - Stacey's name was the above in 2003 & June 2004 is long g...
Posted by Paige on Tue, 22 Nov 2005 12:30:00 PST

one six

I'm 16! Thanks so much everyone; I've gotten so much already. <3...
Posted by Paige on Sat, 05 Nov 2005 03:25:00 PST