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Maestro Jen

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About Me



You can cut to the bone with, all my angry obsessions,
All these chalky happy pills, and their consequences,
Am I done with sleeping?
Am I done with waking up?
And I'm tired of thinking,
That I've taken too much into my apologies, and lucid dreams,
and fucked up thinking.

I bleed inside,
I fear my life,
I wake and I hide,
I choke till it soaks into all these anxious fits, and
agoraphobic dreams of happiness.
~ The Blame Anxiety by A Day At The Fair

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My Blog

olympics and politics

Right now on nbc, george w bush is being interviewed by Bob Costas in an OLYMPIC coverage... it is NOT a NEWS coverage. Why are they talking politics when the olympics are not supposed to be about pol...
Posted by on Mon, 11 Aug 2008 01:03:00 GMT

if you ever

if you ever go to the hospital (the pshych ward to be specific), do NOT say you drink alcohol.  if you drink more than twice a year, they consider you an alcoholic.
Posted by on Sun, 20 Jul 2008 07:31:00 GMT

time to pretend

love this song
Posted by on Sun, 20 Jul 2008 07:02:00 GMT

is it friday yet?

I wanna go home.I'm waiting for episode 11 of season 2 of Dexter to finish downloading, i'm getting super anxious because i finished ep 10 a while ago now and i need to find out what happens next! ah!...
Posted by on Thu, 24 Apr 2008 01:34:00 GMT

hmm

what happened to the what are you listening to thingy
Posted by on Fri, 18 Apr 2008 23:08:00 GMT

i need a job

first of all, i never blog, so this really shows how i procrastinate too much, I have to finish a speech that's due tomorrow at 9 am...back to my blog topic,  it's been about 3 weeks since I drop...
Posted by on Mon, 09 Oct 2006 19:29:00 GMT

6 months later

ha. havent post a blog since july.... la la ... all i have to say is that my life is way diff then it was then. VERY. college > high school
Posted by on Sat, 10 Dec 2005 16:26:00 GMT

job...

had that interview the other day... it went really well but i got a letter with that disappointment.  prolly cuz I could only work for 3 weeks and they needed someone bad... lol anywho so now i d...
Posted by on Fri, 01 Jul 2005 23:36:00 GMT

6 weeks....

what am i supposed to do for that long? err.... i miss ewic :(
Posted by on Mon, 13 Jun 2005 23:17:00 GMT

akldjfs;f

...1 hour and 30 mins till i'm legal... :( i dont wanna be 18 ha. just sad.
Posted by on Mon, 11 Apr 2005 20:24:00 GMT