*painter*
*dreamer*
*freak*
*poet*
*friend*
*lover*
*stranger*
*photographer*
*heartbreaker*
christal eyes
im wandering through a strange world
where im surrounded by eyes
with thousand perished christals inside
and all my lies cant bring me back where i belong
where i dont see these hidden fears and lonely tears
i always thought so wrong
i wasnt strong
because
we all are waiting for the day when we'll get a chance
to find out off this shame and without our pain
we live again and forgive ourselves for the silence
but not this time
i forgot my name and throw myself away
i saw me falling apart without the dream
to be healed one day
and now its to late
we all are waiting for the day when we'll get a chance
to find out off this shame and without our pain
we live again and forgive ourselves for the silence
but not this time
i cant remember who i really was inside
cause everything i saw before
is bluring away and i cant hear no more
myself is crying but all i know
my tears a caught in perished christals
they all are hidden in deceitful eyes
and now its to late
i cant remember what i really wanted inside
cause everything i wanted to be
is going under in my lies
my hate was never enough
and now its to late[written 2006]