I prefer to watch the clouds than wasting my time sleeping in the train. I hate people who behaves like animals. who pushed and shoved others just to get to thier desired spot.I prefer sneakers to heels. I prefer songs with beautiful lyrics than those which talks about nothing but sex, drugs, girls and clubs. I love reading books that are able to move me. I think music is something i can never live without. I built a wall around me so people cant see through it. Thus, I'm good at pretending. I pretend Im happy when in reality, I'm all fucked up. Ive mastered the act of lying and I dare say, I'm pretty good at it. I dont have that many friends but I'd be more than willing to bite the bullet for the few of them who's with me. I crave for love and attention. I long to be alone most of the times. I think watching the sunset with the waves crashing upon the shore, the wind blowing on your face accompanied by Brian Molko or Thom Yorke serenading you to shipwreck is how close i can get to heaven. I believe it's easy to blame fate for shit that happens but we human beings tend to forget that it has little or nothing to do with it. we take responsibility for the wrongs in our life and we then decide to change the course of our future or not too. I grew up with a lot of bullshit and dramas. I've then promised myself that I'd never let my child go through what i did before. Someone once said this to me, "everyone has a problem but what will differ you from the rest is how you handle them".......... I couldnt fucking agree more.and so.... I cant wait to get out of this country. too much politics. too much control. too hectic. too mechanical. we fail to see the charms. the magical gifts god laid out upon our very eyes. the amazing transformation of colours when dusk falls. the abject beauty when the stars are up and the sky is dark. we let them pass us without a second glance. seriously, are we living or merely existing?
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