alexis

im a person who wants to live life to the fullest, who wants to be free and be fully myself, without fear of rejection and ridicule. im a passionate thinker. im amazed at how "truth" reveals itself. im easily struck by strong lines of thought, thoughts which captures the reality of life and being. im an idealistic person trapped in an imperfect and absurd world. im a serious person at the outside but i can be the funniest person when im with my friends or persons im comfortable talking to. im a person who matured at a young age, who saw and felt life's pains, imperfections and sufferings at a young age. i dreamt of a happy and peaceful family. i dreamt of a world, where people can be themselves freely without being discrimated by the "watchful and oftentimes irrational eyes" of society. im in-love with good music, songs which touches the soul, songs which reveal the reality of life. im a huge fan of josh groban. i hate rock music, it is too noisy and propels aggressive behavior. im a movie fanatic. movies are a source of insights. i hate horror movies. it reduces movies to mere entertainment. it transforms movie houses into circuses. im a hopeless romantic, living a desperate love life, clinging to a possibility which most people would consider impossible. i love to be with my friends. they are a source of joy and of acceptance. they identify with you and you can identify with them. currently, im living a routine life. a life built on expectations and utmost pressure. a life where things are done meaninglessly. i need a break. i need to do the things i want to do. i need to be the person that i want to be.but the question is how? is it worth the risk? is my pursuit of happiness enough reason to disappoint others?...