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Hannah

About Me

My name is Hannah
I grew up in a really small town ... in the the mountains
ive spent the past 5 years floating around, going from place to place
I dont stick around in one place for too long.
not really to sure as to why i move around so much
I think it is the fact that i dont like to be tied down
Very few people have stuck by my side
mainly cause i push them away
ive been called stubborn a lot lately.
my brother Caleb is one of my best friends in the whole world.
hes one of the reasons why i keep coming back to Cali
he never questioned my decisions in leaving this state so many times.
hes just there ... asking me how my stay is going and when he is going to get to see me again
he keeps me stable ... well if you were in our family you would know why we are so crazy
for the first time he has a girl friend and she is pretty awesome ...
... but i think shes scared of me for some reason. lol ... dont know why ...
oh wait ... cause i love him more then anyone else in my life
and i am very protective over him ... and his friends as well.
they are my little brothers too
what I do know about life is this;
Sometimes life is the shit and sometimes you are in the shit.
Life doesnt make you, you make life what you want it to be.
People will lie to your face,
and you fall flat on your face at times,
but it is up to you to get back up.
No one can make you get up.
You will let people down and they will let you down.
Sometimes you say things that shouldnt be said,
but the one thing that should be said at all times and all costs,
is that you love them no matter what and you support them 100%
I know that there are times where I may look like a bad friend or person,
but I do and say only cause I love that person so much.
That is about it.
A very good quote from Evan Almighty, said by God.
Let me ask you something.
If someone prays for patience,
you think God gives them patience?
Or does he give them the opportunity to be patient?
If he prayed for courage, does God give him courage,
or does he give him opportunities to be courageous?
If someone prayed for the family to be closer,
do you think God zaps them with warm fuzzy feelings,
or does he give them opportunities to love each other?
Had I the heavens' embroidered cloths,
Enwrought with golden and silver light,
The blue and the dim and the dark cloths
Of night and light and the half-light,
I would spread the cloths under your feet:
But I, being poor, have only my dreams;
I have spread my dreams under your feet;
Tread softly, because you tread on my dreams.
-- William Butler Yeats
That is enough explaining abouts the nuttyness <-is that even a word ... but to me it is. Aha!..
My little brother playing football, hes number 21!
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Posted by on Thu, 03 Apr 2008 12:09:00 GMT

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nerfiness

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some things cannot be changed

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Posted by on Fri, 14 Dec 2007 09:59:00 GMT

letters burnt

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Posted by on Mon, 10 Dec 2007 00:33:00 GMT

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Posted by on Fri, 07 Dec 2007 22:01:00 GMT

what you had with me - gone

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Posted by on Tue, 27 Nov 2007 22:30:00 GMT