Marianne

My name is Marianne I'm 20 years old my birthday is August 27, 1985 I’ll be 21 YAY GO ME WOHOO!!!!!! I live in Houston, Texas I have lived in Texas for 6 years and 7 months. I have lived in 3 other states and they are New Mexico{where I was born} Colorado, and Mississippi out of all of the places I have lived I miss Colorado the most that is where I grew up and went thought a lot of stuff there. On January 17, 2005 I will start the first day of my first year of college I have a lot of mixed emotions about going to college but I know all in the end it will be great. I have a severe depression problem like I posted on 12/21/05 I am still struggling with the depression but Friday night I got some help from Rhonda and Mary so I felt a little bit better and it also made me feel better to go back and see the post I made and to read what some people wrote back to know I am not the only one fighting this and I do have friends who care and won’t let me fall not matter how hard I try. I want to go to school to become a early child hood – 4th grade teacher and also get a degree in special education I know what it is like to be that little kid and not understand the work and what is going on and then they find out you have a learning disability and then they modify your work so you can understand it. I had ADD but I out grew it but I do have sensory integration deficit disorder it’s like being dyslexic but affects the motor skills and other things. Also I have a 16 year old sister who has CP {Cerebral Palsy} so that is why I want to be a teacher with a degree in special education. My Mom and sister have a VERY active part in my life and what goes on in my life I don’t know what I would do with out either one of them. They both have been there when I had people who I thought was my friends turn their back on me they have been there when I have had my heart broken or they have been there when I just needed them. I love both of them to death and don’t know what I would do with out them. Then there are my doggies I love all three of them I have two cocker spaniels and a long hair Chihuahua and they are my babies and they all know it. I don’t know what else I can tell about me so I guess I will post this and see what questions or comments I get…..Marianne