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About Me

What about me?I've been on myspace just over a year to widen my very small circle of friends...and to help promote my favorite up-and-coming bands,The Dreaming.I am an Internet junkie.It probably a good thing that I don't own a computer because I would never leave the house.I was born in Wheeling,West Virginia.It's only on my birth certificate.I never actually lived there.I did spend 9 yrs of my life in a very small town in Eastern Ohio called St.Clairsville...very redneck,kinda like being in Hell.I've lived Tampa Florida since 1981 and I begrudgingly call it my home.The reality is I hate Tampa,except for the fact that it's made accepting of people from all walks of life.I love that about me.I am a very liberal person,which is funny condsidering I used to be a hard-core Christian.It made me bitter so I rescinded my faith.Don't debate me on this,please.I am a writer.I have a cat named Purrmew.Men tell me I have a sexy voice which I don't get because I also have a birth defect(i swear I have a lisp).I was born with a disconnected spine.I know..OUCH!I have a sense of humor about.Most of the time.I am very independent considering the fact that I never learned how to drive.I suffer from anxiety/depression but I manage it well(that's why I no longer drink or smoke socially.My homeostasis is too important to just piss away.)I have a college reading level.I suck at math..and typing(ha ha!)I love to decorate my apartment.And other peoples apartments.I think it's a x chromosome thing.Or maybe I am a gay man trapped in a woman's body,it's tough call.I am a fabulous cook.I'm terrified of possums,bats and sharks.And octopus.I love snakes,except cobra.That flaring thing they do creeps me out.I love to read.(you might have surmised this already)I have an underactive thyroid which contributes to my being 40lbs overweight but I'm on Synthroid again and I'm getting it under control.I hate losing control of my body.Intimacy is dicey for me in that respect but I am a very sexual person.I used to be kind of promiscuous but I'm not dripping with S.T.D's or anything.I cry easily,I am the most compassionate person you'll ever meet.Sometimes it's come back to bite me in the ass.I've been homeless before.It was a humbling experience.I am a very resillient person for someone who's delt with depression.I dream of moving to California all the time.I hate my mother and father.It's complicated...I hate when people ask why I never had children.It was my choice.Okay,i'm done for now.If you have questions I trust that you will ask.I'm an open book.
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I'd like to meet:

Christopher Hall who used to front Stabbing Westward and now sings for the dreaming.He's the one I'd run away with....if he were available(giggling) Jenny McCarthy,Frank McCcourt,Barack Obama,Bill Clinton,Simon LeBon.CNN reporter John Roberts(cause he's hot).Dead:luciano Pavoratti to tell him how much i loved his music.John F Kennedy,Anna Nicole Smith,Layne Staley(to tell him that I loved him)My grandfather Jack Henry and my paternal grandmother,Helen.

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My Blog

dropping in on my exboyfriend at his arraignment!

even though I havent seen my ex-boyfriend,Joshua Means,in a year a friend told me he'd been arrested for theft(stealing liquor,the usual.)and so this is his 2nd or third felony.He'd been homeless for ...
Posted by on Thu, 05 Mar 2009 11:48:00 GMT

more poems to read!

This is the  a poem about the last two months of my relationship with my now ex-boyfriend,Joshua,and how it gradually disintergratedafter his addictions got a hold of him.It has a mostly melancholy to...
Posted by on Mon, 02 Mar 2009 10:57:00 GMT

read my new poems!

 I have always known that I was a gifted writer.I wrote alll through my childhood until I was about 18.Something mysterious happened that sapped my creative writing energy for almost 20 years.I am pro...
Posted by on Mon, 23 Feb 2009 08:30:00 GMT

the new apartment...and a new kitten!

Can I tell you all how much I love my new apartment?Please?While it IS small it has just about everything I need as far as amenities go...INCLUDING A DISHWASHER!I didn't notice it during the "walk-thr...
Posted by on Sat, 30 Aug 2008 10:38:00 GMT

Check out this video: The Jerk

This one of the first movies I ever saw.IT is funny in so many ways.A GENIUNE CLASSIC!HOPE YOU ENJOY!Check out this video: The Jerk - The Jerk<
Posted by on Mon, 03 Mar 2008 14:48:00 GMT

how much do i love this band!

there’s a band that i’d been hearing about for a couple of years and they are FINALLY getting some exposure on Myspace.They are called The Dreaming and they’re from L.A.They are an a...
Posted by on Thu, 28 Feb 2008 18:36:00 GMT