BriGiDa... aka Gina LoLa !!

Picked myself up off the floor
Took a look in the mirror
Im so ashamed for trying to hide what truly lies inside
For so long now Ive tried to be
What others have wanted from me
And Im so done pretending
Its time for resurrecting that side I lost
When I thought I suddenly wasnt good enough
But Ive come to my senses now
I have been up down and around this cursed situation
And I have found
Its all within me I know
I dont have to lie to feel alive
And I can be strong I know
All that I can be
And I just wanna be me
So here I am reborn again
I have taken time to mend all the damage that the outside world did to my heart
Ive left behind that frail girl
Who didnt know quite who she was
Hid all her insecurities with games of deceit
Afraid to love and to be loved
I played so many games with peoples hearts
But in the end the one who lost was me
Cause I became a mess
But now I finally know the bottom line is
And Im done with the hurt
And Im done with the tears
I have learned to let go
The time is now
The time is here
There is no more room for fear
I finally believe its OK to be me
Trust me
-Porcelain & The Tramps